Pushing The Limits.

I guess today is one of those days where I am supposed to lay the weapon down and surrender. You know the feeling when you are in the gym and you are all drained with no energy spare, but you still have one more rep of 10 pushups to go. Yup, this is it. I have no energy left to write a full-fledged blog today. According to the plan, today was supposed to be a finance post day, where I was supposed to write something related to finance. Stock market study, money management lesson or some general knowledge related to the Money and its relation. But I am not able to bring my mind to it. I am tired, writing a finance-related blog is out of the question. Writing a general blog is still too difficult. But I must write. I am almost there. I can see that lovely monthly writing badge hanging. But I am not able to figure out, Am I at my breakpoint or I am just being lazy?
I embarked on the mission to write daily earn that monthly writing badge and experience the thrill of daily writing. While I am happy that I made it to day 25, I am not satisfied with the work that I have been putting out. It is not the quality either, Perhaps the plan isn't working. Monday Motivations, Tuesday Finance Blog, Wednesday some philosophy, Movie reviews and other stuff. It feels like I am missing something. Not sure what that is, but this daily writing was supposed to help me reduce the stress and not boost it.
Maybe the reason for all this is the shitty health condition that I battled last week. While I tried to write daily, the health updates were really post-worthy material. So I think, it's time that I rethink the strategy to look after myself too. Because I may have found a motivation to write daily, I still need to work on myself and my expectation from the writing activity.
I believe I will find the answer in fixing my Body, Because if the body is constantly troubled, I dont think the mind will be focused or happy, even with an outstanding result.

Hey Folks.

Today is day 25th of writing daily. Its not that I not happy. Its just I am strrugling with my inner self. A part of me believes in pushing through and the other one is askiing me to take a break. When I go into deep, they both are right. No sure what to do. Or may be the problem is I want to write stories, write reviews, do gaming content, write thoughtful post, share insight, Maybe I am trying to a lot to accomplish nothing.
But I need not worry, I know my homies from Indiaunited and BeAwesome got my back. And I am thankful for the @ecency for making my easier with their mobile app. Love that thing.

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It could just be the topics. You gave yourself a plan/outline so you wouldn't have to scramble for topics but also when you plan stuff like that it can become "work", whereas if you wanted to write to reduce stress then you kind of need to do more freewriting (similar to what you've just done here) where the main purpose is to get your thoughts out of your head/processed with little to no regard for "quality".

contrary to popular belief it is entirely possible to process inside your head, writing it out is a metric boatload easier unless/until you learn how to backburn

Your bitmoji reminded me of my daughter, she has been going to the gym with her gym rat boyfriend (lovely kid) and he apparently was trying to get her to bench press the other day and she told us that she couldn't even bench the bar by itself with no weights on it XD

Only a couple more days to the end of the month. Then take a break :)

or keep the streak if you think you got it sussed I donno XD

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I think you are right about it being work and maybe that's what eating away at my motivation.
Planning and putting things in the calendar is ok for work-related things not for fun activities. I guess I need to plan better. and It's time that I discuss things with inuke.
Thanks for the push.

❤️☮️

Hey!! those bars are heavy. I am not kidding. XD.

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वह bade bhai bahut hi badhiya , aise hi lage raho han कभी-कभी Ham Jo chij decide karte hain use kar nahi paate hain। per aap kafi achcha kar rahe hain aur mujhe ummid Hai ki aap Ko ine sab chijon ki aadat lag jayegi,

pahle shuruaat mein mere ko bhi aisa hi hota tha kafi Ajeeb Sa Laga Karta tha per aab mujhe in sab ki aadat ho chuki hai aur bhale Hi Mera swasthya Kaisa ho ya koi bhi condition Ho Main yahi prayas Karta Hun ki Main rojana ek post tob avashya dalun aur dekhiae aisa hota hai ki jab aap Bina result ki Kamna kiye Bina Kisi Karan ko karte Hain to fir aapko maja aane lagta hai yadi aap Kisi result Ko Man mein soch kar chijon ko karte Hain to fir aapane Raj bhi ho jaate Hain।

मैं पहले रिजल्ट के बारे में ही सोचता रहता था और फिर जब जैसा मैं सोचता था उसे हिसाब से चीज नहीं होती है तो काफी दुख होता था। पर अब मैं इन सब चीजों के बारे में सोच नहीं छोड़ दिया है और आप काफी ज्यादा अच्छा भी लगता है मुझे उम्मीद है आप इस बार अवश्य ही मंथली बैच हासिल कर लेंगे और आपको इन सभी चीज की आदत हो जाएगी और सबसे पहली बात आपको अपने स्वास्थ्य के प्रति काफी ज्यादा जागरूक होना चाहिए और आपको उससे पहले प्रायोरिटी देनी चाहिए किसी भी और चीज से।

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Thank you bhai.
Aapki motivation nahi hoti to mein yahan nahi hota. Sach bataun to mein khud bhi surprised hun apne writing plan ko lekar. But I think mujhe thoda acche se plan karna chahiye. Aage dekhte hain kaisa rahega.

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