I THOUGHT THINGS WERE BETTER!

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My day? You don’t want me to get started but I’d start anyways, lol. It hasn’t been an easy day for me mentally but I’m grateful for the fact that I’m here writing and still pushing regardless. Today is one of those days when everything just seems hard because of just one thing that is not going well. I woke up as early as 5:15am this morning just so I could achieve the so many things I have lined up. It started a bit easy at first but everything took a different turn the moment I was ready for the main task for the day - studying.

Tomorrow, I’ll be sitting for my 6th and 7th exam paper and I have been trying my best to study as much as I can for those courses but sadly it just seems as if my brain is refusing to cooperate with me. I’m not sure why but I was really pessimistic this morning the moment my brain started refusing to cooperate. I was worried and scared at the same time. It was getting the best part of me and I advised myself to take one hour break to rest my head. It was going well until I heard a loud knock on my door and just couldn’t rest anymore. I was pained but there was nothing I could do about it.

I woke up, prepared something to eat and I tried studying again. This time, it was a little bit better and I was happy. I had a meeting to attend by 2pm so I had to stop reading and head over for the meeting. I was happy about the meeting because it made me leave the house at least. I spent about 3 hours there. When I got home, I quickly prepared dinner and continued reading a little. I’m yet to cover everything but I feel so tired and drained.

I know at this point I will have to rest and hope I wake up early tomorrow to continue studying. My exam starts by 11:30am so I hope to cover more things and revise the ones I have studied before. I’m not sure how this exams will go but despite my fears, something tells me I’ll do well and I want to hold onto that and just prepare as much as I can even though I feel discouraged. The course is quite bulky so my prayer is that I will see the part I have fully comprehended tomorrow. Or at least not be blank in the exam hall.

Please say a prayer for me and wish me good luck. 🤲❤️

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Just do your best and God will do the rest. I've been in the same situation when I was in college, constantly worried if I would ever make it. I know what you're feeling , but hang in there.

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Thank you so much for this. I’ll keep hanging in there. 🥰🤲

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You got this — you'll pull through. While it's true that no circumstances are the same for everyone, I've been there once , and I saw how everything went from bad to better. I've had two brain surgeries in 1997 and 2005 .They resulted in chronic health issues that weighed on me , even until now . But I finished my bachelor's in 2015 by God's grace.I'm now an ESL tutor working from home.

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Wow. Thank you so much for sharing your experience with me. I trust God that I will pull through too. 🤲❤️

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It's totally understandable for your brain to feel overwhelmed, but look at you, you're still showing up and giving it your all! 😊 It's completely normal to feel discouraged, but I have a good feeling you'll ace it. Sending you all the positive vibes and wishing you all the best for your exams! ✨

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This made me smile. 🤗
Thank you so much for your kind words and thoughtful encouragement. ❤️

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