A ponder of my mind - A Poetic Practice

I've often wonder how is it OK for me to be the master of my destiny yet felt give my time and attention but feel like it's one sided

Or am i just being overly dramatic with my emotional stability now that I've wrestled my control from myself to you

Is it even fair to say I'm being taken for granted when I'm taking your presence selfishly away from your norm

Do i even have the right to call you mine and me yours when it's a five and take yet your time is deemed more precious than mine

I've given myself to you and have done so with express choice I'm willing to do it as long as I'm by your side

Perplexed at the problem I've put myself in especially when I'm the one now demanding more of your focus.

They say beggars can't be choosers am ia beggar the moment i state my choice of you over me or is this still a two way thing.

The bird takes flight only because of its wing so to now I'm not at a crossroad or doubt of how I'm acting so I'll leave this at that and ponder

Lifes mystery remains a closed door.