Almost everyone I am talking to these days feels a lot of disturbance in their energies. Last 2 weeks have been really draining for me, and now I feel the calmness setting in again. In a long time, I had not felt this turbulence, I am not saying it should come very often in our lives, but then I also believe that times like these are also needed to shake us up from our complacency towards life. We take everything for so granted, whether it is with our relationships or for the things that we have in our life. When we have them very easily available around us we do not understand their value but when they are taken away from us or that when we feel a threat of being taken away from us then we suddenly wake up and realize how much the loss will mean to us and then we start fighting for it to get it back or to retain it with us.

But what are these times and why are they so heavy on us that they go deep in to the surface and scratch and dig out everything from deep within us. This is the way the nature balances us when it is much needed. So, there is a mercury retrograde going on till the May 14th and then there was a Full Moon which anyways always topples us down on our emotions and then to add on it the Lunar Eclipse which played its own role. The whole energy was amplified. If one is already going through some turmoil in their life at that stage then the impact of full moon and the further amplified impact of the eclipse and to add to it the retrograde can really leave that person going crazy.

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I was already in a little crazy situation since the last few days and I was dreading what these days were going to be like. Consciously I was trying to keep myself calm, having lot of water and doing my meditations regularly and I did see the difference. It was not as bad as I expected. It passed. Rather, the day after the eclipse I went for a sailing meditation and it was so peaceful. I will share the story of it soon. But then the nature had to show its power. When I returned home and I was getting up on the steps I had a fall. I did not hurt myself much but there were some minor scratches and to add up to it last night I returned home from some work and I was not able to open my door. The key got stuck and I had to call for help to resolve the issue. It was like minor kicks and punches coming through.

Now I am all set today to leave for Muscat back again hoping that things will stay peaceful. Last night I also got some time to catch up with my girl gang and felt nice. We all laughed it out loud at the last 2 weeks chaos that's been happening with me. The other problem with me is if anything happens in my family it does take me down very badly, even if it is a small thing, it disturbs me a lot, especially when it is with my Son. My friends tell me that I need to take it easy with him as after all it is his life and he will also be put to test. I do accept that, but I cannot be disconnected. I would always like to be there for them in whatever way I can. Life is not always a smooth sailing, little waves to rock our boat will always be there. I hope that Mother Nature too calms down now and Peace is felt to all.

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