One trait I would love to possess ❤️

Good day beautiful ladies of @ladies of hive community in trilled to share with us about a trait which I admire so much and the challenges I’ve encountered in possessing them

Growing up I was also in my space and I didn’t like to mingle with other kids my age
I always saw people as disturbance to me
I liked being alone and on my own but it affected me in a very negative way
I was or I am still an overthinker because of that 🥲
I don’t know how to express what I feel and ask for help when I’m in need most times
I’d be in such a tight space and I wouldn’t be able to tell anyone or share what I feel with anyone but my elder sister is so different
She’s an open minded spirited person 🥹
She knows how to communicate to people and share her thoughts …I always look at her and wonder how she does it without stressing her self or lifting a finger
She is so spirited

But on the other hand I and so different and self reserved
I decided to break out of my shell and find friends
It hasn’t been so easy for me because firstly I don’t even know how to communicate with people
Well I think I’ve started learning but I’m not improving so fast😔

I spoke to her about it and she advised me she said finding friends and talking to people isn’t that difficult she said I’m just always holding my self back which I know is true

I really hope I become better some day don stop caging my self 💔I really hate how I over think little things and don’t give myself peace instead of me talking about it to someone who can give me advice and help me
If there’s anyway you can help me or give me tips on how I can make more friends please I would appreciate it🥹please you can leave your reply in the comments and I’d be very happy thank you so much for your time and advice ❤️