I'm Embracing My New Self : Ladies Of Hive Community Contest #261

When I was much younger I was thinking that maybe I'm crazy or something because often time I keep thinking of lots of negative things. And some point in my life I was now taking the negative aspect of my self thinking as a normal living I'm not knowing that I was damaging my mindset and my vision the more.

I was about 15 years old just a teenage girl thinking that maybe I might not be able to live long because of series of dreams i had and the sugns i keep getting. I visited my spiritual father with my mom, immediately a prophecy came unto me by the prophet saying "She will not cross upto her 20th years of age, i was really doubting it but knowing how true my dreams are, i took it serious and prayed against it.

Along the way, i noticed that those negative thoufjts of death, dreams and imagination didn'tstop because i haven't clear off my mindset from it. The time i was xoming back from the city to Village for holiday, alongside my uncle's family and i, i had the same imagination of accident. I didn't pray or rebuke it, and it truly came to pass because my mind was fixed and negatively occupied. And this happened when i was 21 years of age.

Nowadays, i have been able to conquer the spirit that comes to speak death into my ears by reading books that eleviate my positive living, books that changes my mindset, books that helps direct me on how to Place my mind on figurung out my purpose other than thinking negatively.

I never stopped praying, rebuking any tiny negative voice. I fought with my creator until i was able to totally conquer everything.

Thank you for reading through!