Trying to take over the world

I usually start my day by hating the world—well, sometimes—but that about sums up how I start my mornings in school. Every week day, I find myself awake by 6am, sometimes earlier and I am just so not enthusiastic.

And that’s just me exaggerating, not like I full on blast sad songs on my earpods around 7am, without even giving the day a chance. No, i definitely do not do that.

This happens 5% of the time. What I usually do 70% is open my eyes, read a verse on my bible app and then, I drag myself out of bed and make the bed I just dragged myself off. I am infuriated with the universe already and talk myself out of throwing myself off a cliff. My roommates—well, one of the two—she’s awake and we’re both glancing at each other after murmuring a very low ”good morning”.

The day begins as I try and fail to not binge watch instagram reels or whatever book I’m reading and try to see if I can somehow start getting ready by 7:30am for an 8:00am class and still somehow get there before 7:50am. I fail every-time. Every single time.

I hunt for breakfast, try to see what I can do with my hair, sigh a million times within an hour, question why I’m really there, remember why I’m there, gaslight myself to be happy and act like it, I am successful sometimes and other times, it is being tossed back at me and my book is more sour. I scare myself with my frown, take some painkillers cause we are about to go to war with the day. It has to go well, you have to go well today, I mutter to myself for the thirty something-th time.

Let’s not forget to drink water and pray the urge to pee doesn’t come up during a lecture. That basically sums it.

And there are the extremely good days. I wake up with a groan and stretch my arms and back till I shout and hear a ”kra” sound. Assume none of my roommates are around and I don’t have to speak yet. I get on with my morning usual routine, make my bed, brush my teeth, hunt for what to have as breakfast, remember whether I was given an assignment and if I did it(I hopefully did, well 70% of the time)
And finally, go to bathe and get ready to take over the world, with music of course( on low volume sadly as I have compassion and I am considerate and won’t want my roommates morning to be messy)

And that’s the end of my morning routine. What’s yours?

Thanks for reading;)

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