The thought of dying

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You know, the thought of dying alone is not even comforting to the ears, not to talk of the the body and not to think of my loved ones, oh.... My mind's really shaking about this, cause I mean, this really is a very tricky and painful and crazy and scary and painful and sacrificing activity that any man can think of.

I want to see the other sides of it firstly before talking about the advantages.
Since when I was younger, I have always had a whole lot if things I have always wanted to do, I really wanted to explore so much, my father was much of an explorer, but I told myself that I will do much more than he has done.

Most times he talks about where he has been to and anytime I go somewhere new, he already knows the place, but then I told myself that those places he has never been to, I will be there, to explore, to eat new foods, to meet more new people, to connect with more like-minded professionals...

I really do not know how to swim, I really want to learn how to swim, that experience is something I must learn before I give up this life...

I am yet to be married, I really do not know what it feels like to be a married man, I actually have some ideas, but it's not the best of it...

I made goal target that in a particular time frame, I would have completed some tasks in my life and move to the next...

I can go on and on ,but then, the condition is that it will not be easy at all, because this life that we are now is a very tough one and is not a respecter of gender, it can take you down or up at anytime, and you'll just flow with its frequency...

So if I have all of these things in my mind or my to do list, how do I go about them, what's the whole point of having them if I'm going to choose to die to save the whole world?
The most annoying thing about all of these is that I am still young and still have a very long way that I wish to go in this short life.
what will my loved ones be doing about me, what of the ones that loves me? How will that take it? Can I really take it? I really can't tell...

On the other hand, think of it this way, I am saving the whole world from every negativity, there'll be no more pain, no more struggle, no more hunger...

At this point in time, most especially in this country that I am in presently, one of the most important needs is food, it is very much important because no one can do without it.

And now, after my sacrificial death, everything is going to be fine, all my family members will be happy forevermore, nothing will hold them down again, no more sickness, no more reproach, I mean, at some point, life's just gonna be chills, and what matters is that everyone will be fine at the end of the days, whether they know I sacrificed myself or not. Everyone will be fine.

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