Anyway, there's another factor that's also contributed to this: our inability to understand time and control the anxiety of everything flying by. This stems from living in an age of immediacy, where there's this pressure to respond and do everything instantly, without taking the time to think things through clearly. And you know, I developed this also because of work. There are times when I do my homework, my tasks, on time, little by little, but early, so that if there are corrections, I can address them calmly. What happens? Many times my boss doesn't answer me, even saying she's out and about, which is also her responsibility, and that's not wrong. However, many times higher-ups ask for things by a certain date, and she takes forever to respond.

So, I've decided to take it one step at a time and not stress myself out. What happens? Sometimes I do things in advance, I tell her everything, but she doesn't see them or pretends not to, and then she scolds me for not handing things in right away, even though I had done them in advance and they asked for corrections immediately. This has caused me frustration and I'm not making progress because I'm waiting for everyone else's time. What have I done to stay calm? Well, while she's waiting for a response, I do other things. I'm not one to multitask; I prefer to finish one thing first and then move on to the next. However, I have no other choice. This is how I adapt to the situation and do something more than waste the moment when others deign to be a little more responsible and prioritize certain things. I'm not saying she shouldn't do it, but at least she should reply with "Okay, I'll check later" instead of leaving me on read and then telling me to correct it quickly.

Now then, to conclude, I've decided to let time flow and not look at the clock so much. What's done is done, and what I didn't do, well, if I can do it later, I will. It's not that I'm trying to be irresponsible or lazy, but rather to take a break and understand that I don't own time, but I do own it. If I know they won't respond by a certain time, I focus on something else. I take breaks between tasks, during each workday. This helps me clear my mind and get my next task done faster. As for finances, I prioritize what I need right now, and if I don't buy it, I don't buy it. I'll have the opportunity because I'll create it, and it's that simple. I don't want to get bitter about it anymore. I've understood, or I'm trying to understand, that everyone goes at their own pace.