An innate disability?

I often look at myself from an observation point that I try to make as distant as possible. I do this so that my reading is as little influenced as possible by the “moods” I'm in at the moment. Either on the positive side or on the not-so-good side.

Looking at my journey on this planet, I notice that sometimes I move between situations or tasks in an almost autonomous way. With only the next task in mind.

What does this lead to? I end up doing things using a small percentage of the energy I could be using doing something else. Or even on the other hand, by doing something I'm not as focused on, I end up using much more energy and resources than the task I have to complete should consume.

Energy. Time. Everything is finite... But only on the scale of what is finite!

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In other words, only for beings or entities that have a punctual existence do things that are unlimited, or at least theoretically close to an astronomical dimension, end up having a finite plan for us.

But that's not why we value them more. Or do we?

Could it be that our “running around” is a defense mechanism, so that we're not thinking about the inevitability of our existence?

Or is it more than that? Are we using the most mundane tasks to occupy our most basic brain, so that our prefrontal lobes remain more available for a response that might have to be made in mere seconds?

Are we trapped in an idyllic idea of a path we want to take, and the arrogance of our smallness makes us think we have some ability to change something?

But maybe we do. Can we make others see us and prescribe to us from a different perspective?
Our attitude can influence the way we are. And by changing what is most important, we end up influencing what we pass on to others.

In this way, if we are able to change a little bit of our day. Sitting.... Breathe... And let our pride stop wanting to hang from the highest branch of our living and socializing, we'll be able to let the purest of our inner selves shine through.

We shouldn't be afraid of sometimes not being at our best and letting the less good in us come out. It's only natural. We are human.

We should therefore be able to see where we can change the way we act, or the way we don't act, and try, at sunrise, and ready for another day, to say to ourselves: “Today you're going to give your best to the world”.

Thank you for being with me this day!

Cheers🍀

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