𝓜𝔂 𝓜𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓞𝓯 𝓖𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓽𝓾𝓭𝓮 - Sunday 29 June 2025

Though I did some serious rewiring already, I am starting to see how stuck I have been in that scarcity mindset.

Limiting myself for decades....

Because planning a future feels like a luxury when survival is the focus.

These posts are:

𝒯𝑜 𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝒶𝑔𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝒾𝑒𝒻 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝒷𝓊𝓃𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒.
𝒯𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓉𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒.
𝒯𝑜 𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓇𝑒𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒾𝓉𝓎 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈𝑒𝓉.
𝒯𝑜 𝓇𝑒𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝑜𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝒸𝑒𝓅𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒.

Thank G it´s Sunday!

Now I am not gonna fill in that G today, thank goodness. I did not set out to tell anyone how to live their lives; I prefer to tell everyone.

But then you do need a good sales pitch, or a bad one, as that is what the masses prefer.
To me, it´s all the same.

Maybe one day long ..or not so long ago... I wrote a story about how I, as a Drak Angel, would take G´s place because I felt he gave up on his creation.

Then, when I finally entered his castle of crystals high in the sky and met The Man, he was all willing to let me take his job and go on a never-ending holiday.

He actually planted the seed in me that made me do it. This G guy was a million steps ahead of me all the time, while I thought I was so smart hiding in my little corner of the universe pretending I could go unnoticed till Kingdome Comes...and Kingdome Came and it was mine.

Sure, for a while it felt great, and then I saw the backlash of the free will that they were given, and how much effort it would take me to plan all the steps needed for them to see.

Each his own personal approach, and there I stood with the world at my feet, remembering looking into the eyes of G and seeing that he was God Damn tired (pardon my French, but pun intended).

I guess that is when I fell from heaven a second time, and landed on my human feet, no longer being a spirit in the material world.

Men..... I love that story. But I think it also lashed back at me, made me see that I was going about it all wrong.

It left me lost, because if that was wrong, then what is right?
Especially if you do not believe in wrong and right?

Like I said, we all need our own personal approach because we are all special, and no; none are more special than others.

That sounds so simple, but don´t ask me how long it took me to truly feel that.

If I don´t want to turn my back on humanity, how can I look them in the eyes without being disappointed?

I am not there yet....definitely not, but I am grateful for the steps I have taken since I started this journey.
I am opening up to abundance in all its glory.

Feeling more love for life, my life, and what lives around me. To feel part of the circle again, and to accept my place within it with arms that slowly open.

The Story Referenced:Perial, A Devilish Dilemma - Chapter 1

Thank you for making it this far....for those who know me...or better, think they know me, this might have been a WTF moment.

There are many sides to all of us, some sides we hide, even from ourselves.
I can be an opinionated little prick, a loving father, or simply a lost soul.

“If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is: infinite.”
— William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell

Jim Morrison named The Doors after this concept. I agree that reality is filtered through our limited perceptions. But we can Break On Through to the other side.

"There are things known and things unknown, and in between are the doors."
— Jim Morrison

Our minds filter & reduce everything to a digestible and categorizable size, but in the process, we lose sight of the infinite abundance that surrounds us.