Beyond The Looking Glass - Words of the Unseen - Chapter 152
𝓦𝓸𝓻𝓭 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻
Beyond The Looking Glass is the second book in the Unseen series, a story that came to me from the other side. A story where I thought I was just the narrator until I heard the Words of the Unseen.
This second story goes beyond time and place and mixes the long ago with the here and now. Because history keeps repeating, until we learn and do something about it.
Beyond The Looking Glass - Words of the Unseen - Chapter 152
Maybe the answer is simple, maybe it´s because she wrote she is in an open relationship, and if things click, she would like sex without commitment.
Well, not when I first saw her profile and liked it, but all of a sudden it was there the next day.
Very peculiar, but I have had such a relationship in a past long gone, and it is weird it appeared there overnight, but it might be the perfect solution at this time.
To be honest, I have no clue what I want relation-wise, but this takes away the pressure of hurting any feelings or breaking any romantic future expectations.
It´s not like I am looking for a new girl in my life; I just would love to meet someone to connect with. Someone that is open to seeing things in different ways, or at least less mainstream.
Someone who has a vision, an idea about themselves, why we are here, and why humanity should or should not get fully extinct asap. A spiritual realist like me, guess I am fed up with my own company, but still would like to date myself in a soft, round female version.
For almost two years, I have been my own best friend, and it has been fun, but I would like to connect while still being me.
Hence, connection, while not having to worry about broken hearts and needy minds.
Because that would not be a first, and I guess that is why I am not into that stuff, way too much ego in dating. So many seek control, status, validation, and security. And I am so not interested.
All I want is connection, the feeling of protection, that, in this madness, at least one person has my back.
Of course, that need could also stem from a wound or insecurity. But at the same time, I have this theory that during a lifetime, we will connect with those whom we agreed to meet.
That below the drive for procreation, there is a deeper intent to find a mate.
That we have a pact to meet each other again below, but those whom I normally meet don´t match up with that theory.
Many are afraid of not being enough, or still stuck in survival mode, and then there is even a level up from that, those who are addicted to external validation.
And to top the list, those who are fully disconnected from the deeper self.
Ugh, the more I think about it, the more I dread the idea that tomorrow's date might be the start of a never-ending journey, but am I really that picky? I don´t think so.
It´s just that these past seven years have been so peaceful, such a huge contrast to the years with Deliah. On the other hand, a total balance based on the past fifteen years.
It´s almost as if I have come full circle, and that is what scares me. Whatever is next will be something new, something I have not dealt with before.
That can turn out heavenly, but would I survive something like Deliah, or worse, again?
A smile finds its way to my face, while I look at the sunny blue sky, I ask, "What have you got in store for me next?"
The answer, "You already know," and a glimpse of the journal I use during my meditations.
The smile is now a frown as I can not remember writing anything down that even comes close to an answer to that question. That is, if they understood that the question was less generic, and aimed at me and my future date, or dates.
My curiosity needs to be satisfied, and I take out my writings to see if I can make sense of what I just saw.
I can´t see how any of the text even relates to what type of woman my date might be; maybe it´s me. Or maybe for once, they are wrong, but it´s probably me.
What I do notice is that over time, my writings have become more focused. Earlier, I was looking for guidance and confirmation. Slowly, the path became clear, and it´s more about preparing myself and enjoying the wait.
Patience still is no friend of mine, but I have learned to enjoy life a bit more, to not be focused on getting to the next day, but to do nothing, to just be, and be happy watching the bird on the windowsill.
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