Beyond The Looking Glass - Words of the Unseen - Chapter 142
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Beyond The Looking Glass is the second book in the Unseen series, a story that came to me from the other side. A story where I thought I was just the narrator until I heard the Words of the Unseen.
This second story goes beyond time and place and mixes the long ago with the here and now. Because history keeps repeating, until we learn and do something about it.
Beyond The Looking Glass - Words of the Unseen - Chapter 142
Hence, how to win the battle with myself?
Do I have to grow up again?
And once again let go of my safety blanket ...do I?
Man, I hate this growing up and becoming the wiser version of myself. The peace and calm of having a financial buffer is priceless.
At the same time, if needed I am willing to invest everything I got into my future.
I canยดt say that the future has never looked this bright, but I do know that it never has been this clear to me.
While I know I have some work to do, both physical as mentally the point of no return is nearing.
I long to rediscover who I was, or fully become who Iโm meant to be. Not hindered by limiting fear, and agitated by frustrations.
The images I have seen do not tell me how I got there, but I am still relatively young. When I try to put that in a realistic perspective something disrupts.
Therefore I have decided, that even though I will allow my human brain to figure it out, that I will have to trust the flow.
I am going to do this, decision taken, acceptance mode initiated.
Guess the first step to turning an idea into a plan is a never-ending checklist.
That just made it so much more real, and kinda scary as I was adding the numbers there, at least the ones I knew, and oops.
Putting dates against the actions and cost, my dream just became real.
If you do not structure it, it is all nice up in the air and someday it will find its way into my life....
Secretly, you know that there is nothing to worry about, but by adding dates, I committed.
But you only committed to yourself, so no problem, right?
No Problemo, I did not tell anyone itยดs my little secret, I try to tell myself, knowing that I am really trying to convince part of me that I did not do what I have just done.
Today, I committed to the dream, the dream is now a plan, and this plan is the future I have been dreaming of.
As a kid, the only future I dreamed of was the one when I had left the house.
Once that happened, it felt like life finally started, and I just let the waves and the currents lead me. I passed beautiful beaches, dangerous cliffs, amazing places I never planned for.
Now, Dady Odysseus will finally build the boat, stop drifting, and set sail for home. This journey has been the trip of a lifetime, but itยดs time to finally go home. Unlike the familiar story, there is no dog waiting for me at home.
It was my truest companion during this trip. Nobody managed to stay close to me as long as he did. Did, because my dog died, it took me some time to see, but I think he wanted to tell me, "time to go home buddy."
The first step on the plan is the one I have been working on, me.
My connection with abundance, seeing myself as a new and grateful person, leaving my comfort zone, opening up to different perspectives, and by doing so listening to the guiding voices.
That will be a task without a due date, but it has to be completed by next year.
The clarity with which I see nowadays is very enjoyable. Recognizing the impact of the choices I make.
Seeing the changes in me and my surroundings, reflecting, guiding, and offering.
Itยดs as if I am seeing the world through a whole new set of eyes, as if I have found the glasses I have been looking for since the day I met Sei.
Sweetly smiling patient Sei, how did you handle the knowledge? How did you manage to guide me with so much care, while knowing I would not find my true eyes till now?
I hear you, "because time is relative."
Which is probably right, and that is why I put due dates in my plan. Calling the column: Relative Due Dates. Because when you are sailing on the ocean of time, you can never put a date on your arrival at Avalon.
Next Chapter Coming in Two Days
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