My first time as a goalkeeper

I won't be able to sleep if I don't post this, because the picture may not come with the right words in another post, I was confused if making it a diary is the right option, let's move on

Don't blame me if I conceded so much and don't blame my teammate too, it was the first match of its kind for my team, and for me, it was my first after a decade, though I didn't leak this to them, if not I wouldn't have been part of the team, I can't remember the last time I put on a boot to play a match and come to think of it I don't even have any, even as at the time of this match, it was a trial, everyone had their fault, even me