He Still Wanted To Live His Life

I can't stand enough to see my husbands crying. Last week we thought that he lost his father. He also left his phone in Manila. Her niece was calling her last Sunday. All of a sudden their relatives called us and told us that my father-in-law is having a hard time breathing. I told my husband and he quickly went to see the situation.

@katsuki29 was able to see what's happening. She called me and said mom, something is really wrong. Papa is stumping her feet. We also saw his brother running into the road and a ambulance came. My son gave the direction to the house. Hubby's aunts was about to fetched me in the house, but I was terrified I couldn't move. She told me that his brother already peed and having seizures. She wants me to come in the hospital, but I didn't notice that my daughter is already dressed and already went to the boat. I told their aunt to calm down because she's also a high blood pressure.

Me and Ria was left in the house waiting for a news to came. My husband and son went home, I served my son quickly because it's almost two in the afternoon. Hubby said that his father has a tube on his mouth that's the only way he can breathe to pump him.

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Because the hospital is public the doctors theory was based on the eyes of my father-in-law. It said a nerve was cut in the head, so the chances of living was 50/50. They just pump the ambu bag to help my father breath. But they noticed that the body is fighting to lived. The doctors said that they need to decide if they want to continue pumping, transfer it to other hospital. Or pull the life support, but it needed a relative will do it. Transferring it to other hospital will cost then 100 thousand pesos or $1740. Except for the everyday fee's.

At eight in the evening my daughter message me that his grandfather was already dead. I called my husband, he said that we need to go to their house and helped my mother-in-law. I thought that his already gone but his son keeps on pumping him, there's still a heartbeat or hope. My mother-in-law is crying, she didn't expect that she'll be that sad. She's a battered wife his husband was never been a good husband to him but her love put her on that situation.

I wasn't able to sleep we were all tired of thinking. I pity my mother-in-law, she stayed in the house because she can't stand to see her husband in that situation.

My husband woke me up around 1:30 in the morning and told me to accompany him in the hospital. He said that we need to buy medicine. I just fall asleep maybe an hour. As we arrived the prescription wasn't given. I want to see his father but I was not allowed to go inside the hospital. We just stayed outside at the trycycle of my brother-in-law but the mosquitoes keep on biting us whatever we do. We took a nap but it was just minutes.

Before five in the morning my niece called my husband, his grandfather is moving badly and wanted to take off the ambu on his mouth. We hurriedly went inside the hospital, my husband couldn't stand to see his father. But I was there I pity him, I wipe his tears and said, father please hold on. I thought of my father while seeing him. I was told to go outside the nurses was strict. My husband went home I was left alone and waited for a relative to come.

My mother-in-law & brother-in-law's came. I told them that I can't enter the hospital because the guard was strict. We waited and waited for the morning to come, my husband is looking for money there only sister told them to pawn their land just to have money. I was dizzy and thirsty, I asked 50 pesos to my brother-in-law and bought water and soya.

Then all of a sudden a good news arrive. My father-in-law is stable, he can breathe without the ambu. It's just an oxygen on his mouth. My mother haven't stop crying, I just convinced her to see his husband because she will gave strength to it. My husband arrive, the sun was also up, he brought me home. We are both sleepy but I needed cooked for us to eat.
It was relief, a miracle, a chance. My mother-in-law said; it's not true that when a bad person dies you will not be able to cry or hurt. Its more painful because she loved that person so much.