Onerous hours

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Along with bed of roses, life is bed of thorns as well.on daily basis it encounters us with different sorts of situations.Some situations are easy to cope with while some push us in abyss of despondency filled with darkness of gloom and discouragement.We lose our energy,our mind stops working and we are deprived of any sort of motivational support culminating into the mental trauma.

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Hard time is when you have suffered failure or about to fail due to strong impediment in your path . It is the time when your dreams are shattered despite of your efforts. It is when you lose any of most precious thing or person of you.It is when you are rejected or disgraced by people. It is the time when you are subjected to reprimand.

All of us might have suffered many of tough times in our life . Some appear like valiant of those times showing resilience while some smoulder into it.Yes , I have also gone through myriads of times which felt hard for me. Sometimes due to my own insensibility and blunders while sometime by the game of fate, i have also encountered tough times but i am not gonna share all those to you😂😂😂as it will reveal all of my shortcomings.Let me share one of those moment with you

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I have been a studious throughout my education career . All credit goes to my mother for making me bibliophile and ambitious.My whole education career(except university life😂) is full of achievements,prizes and numbers. I aspired of joining medical college. The criterion for admission is aggregate comprising of grades from Matric , intermediate and entrance test.

My journey started with first step i.e matric and fortunately i secured 95% in my first step. Second step was intermediate . But despite my efforts i just happened to secure only 75% . It was around 10 am morning when i saw my results. I was too astonished to see that . I didn’t believed what i saw. I literally checked that for twice. I was fainting and was going out of conscious. My dream to enter my dream medical college was shattering . My mimd was blank and my legs were flabbergasted. I didn’t have courage to tell grades to my family. When i entered back in the room ,i had a foray of inquisition about my numbers. I wanted to cry but i can’t because boys can’t cry. With heavy heart , i told them. Their excitement suddenly converted into sympathy . I could not have tolerated it more so i just locked me up in my room.

I was lost in atlantic of disappointment and was unable to umderstand what ti do next. I was stuck in middle. Thiugh i had a backup plan too but it was a great wish of mine to scroll me in that prestigious medical college but alas i couldn’t.

Few weeks after this were too hard for me. I used to remain quiet and alone. Though i was getting moral support amd suggestions from my family but i have observed despondency in their eyes too as they also were so much obsessed with medical profession not just due to financial but for respect they possess. Gradually, my grievance got assuaged by time but this left me with some of postulations.

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It is not necessary you get what you desire or wish. Your hardworks can go in vain too. Secondly, yes we can alter our fate by striving hard but it is also true that life takes us where our fate is ultimately. Family is biggest support one can have . No matter how much failure and disappointmen face outside, if your house is comfortable for you then you will have no issue in coping them.

This is my late post for #hl-exclusive and #hl-w101e2 .