Burning War

Slowly, I walk this path again
a path I’ve traced too many times.
Each step echoes truths I’d rather not face,
whispers of faults I never confessed,
locked away in emotional betrayal.
I laugh it off...
But what’s the point,
when the fire keeps swallowing me whole?

The scars etched in my celestial heart
are constant reminders of shame
a shame with no clear beginning, no known cause.
Was I a fool?
A puppet believing their soft lies
“It’s alright,” they said.
So I let go...
and drowned in the flames.

From the moment she gave me life,
I became the curse
my own undoing.
Alone in the shadows,
far from light,
draped in the lies, I told myself.
Is the truth really as terrifying as they say?

Alive in misery and shame.
Dead in joy and dignity.
A mistake from the very start.
If I were born a Disney princess,
maybe this would be a simple curse,
waiting for a magic fix.
But that’s just fantasy
a sweet, unreachable dream.

I want to hide the pain,
to silence the cruel voices,
to erase the shame burned into my skin
and walk the world like I was just born again.
But the truth
it clings to me.
It follows me.
And with each breath,
it turns my heart into ash.

Yet still, I walk.

Not because I’m healed,
not because I’m whole
but because I’m still here.
Even burned,
even broken,
something within me refuses to die.

This war inside
these flames that rage
they may have scorched my past,
but they’ve also lit the path I walk.

One trembling step at a time,
I carry the ashes of who I was
not as shame,
but as proof that I survived.

And maybe that’s enough...
for now.



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Nice post Tolu... But what's really intriguing and amazing to me is the story series you put up-Whispers of a nation..great work dear... I just earned myself a new and awesome curator to follow, and I've gladly followed you... Anticipating more of your stories...

P:S Really admire your story cover dear... Awaiting your next episode😄

And honestly Tolu, I would really love you to be my mentor on hive... I really love your effort, consistency and creativity...

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Thanks for stopping by. I'm grateful you find them interesting, particularly the novel. Pls feel free to ask any questions. I would be happy to render any assistance and answer your questions.

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And maybe that’s enough...
for now.

It's amazing what the heart can endure. ANd then one day - all that's gone, and happiness comes, and you wonder at the pain you experienced.

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Hmm, life is thus full of ups and downs, but what we do when those challenges surface is what matters. Thanks for stopping by. I do really appreciate it.

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This is depressing yet beautiful, enduring and resilience, yet painful. 😶 Such is life.

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