I Believe In the Process

In 2021, i was not sure that i will choose English Literature and Linguistics for my undergraduate degree. I knew that it will be my life-shaping thing and throughout the life i have to stick with this subject. But, back then i was puzzled and sitting in blind ally.

Those were ending days of 2021 and autumn was young when leaves were falling down, cool breeze was striking hard to my ears and i was entering into English Department for the very first time.

Selecting English as a major was totally a contrasting thing in comparison to my previous education. I studied biological science in my college and now my major course is subject of social science. In that time i was walking and studying books with crying mind. I was in denial mood and not accepting that i am studying a different subject in which i didn't had interest.

Time passes and that denial phases was shifting to accepting phase. I was building consciousness that now i don't have way back and i should shape my future with whatever i have. It was hard to accept but my friends and family along with teachers were nice to me who helped me to love English Literature and Linguistics. Then i learned that there is nothing more beautiful than Literature. At this time, i am truly thankful that i chose to be in Literature and i feel that i was made for me and it was in my fate to be here. I am thankful To Allah.

What's In Future's Box?

Coming into English as a major was accidental thing and i was not prepared and determined. Well, i think future will be the same for which i will not prepared and things always happen accidentally.

Well, i will remain stick to English Literature and i am passionate about it. It's really an interesting field in which we get a chance to learn about variety of things like poems, poets, monarchs, histrory, traditions and if i encode literature in just one word then i will call it LIFE. That's why i want to study life for life.

With everyday sunshine i remain determined to improve myself. Everyday i try to learn something new.

I am optimistic person not pessimistic. I can see that future will reward me as much opportunities as much i want. I know i will get all those things from future for which i am passionate and heading with positive mindset. Whatever i am going to do will do with full passion and no delusion in it.

Yes, i want to mark my name with gold in my field. There are many things running fastly in my mind. But, i always have this thought in my mind that don't mention everything and keep important things to your own mind and to heart. Why so? Because there are certain people who see you with negative energy and that negative energy can clash with your positive one.

I am believer of process regardless of result. Focusing on the roots rather than fruits. Fruits and results are by-product of process. So, i just want to refine myself through process in which i am today.

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