THE UNFORTUNATE FEELINGS

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Good day folks I believe we really enjoy our this is another week of Greatness and surely we will be great indeed. It is a privilege to write in this community again.

What I have today is just a sorrow of how I was thinking am doing the right thing but not knowing that am doing it at the wrong time. Permit to use it like this you see this life we are in is either you get what you want by the right way or by the other way.

The story goes like this there was this lady in my place whom I so much cherish deep inside of me to be with as her boyfriend and she to be my girlfriend but due to the way the girl was brought up I was not able to talk to her.

Like she don't care about anyone quite alright I do stop her by the road side in other to talk to her but she dont give me her attention I try several she don't even give me her number I even try to follow up through Facebook but unfortunately I add her up send friend request even message her she did not accept me.

I began to think how will I get this girl attention and again the girl is our church member and she is a member of church band in my church I try to see that I show up to her but she can't even give me 5 minutes of her to even say hi but I never give up.

The lady name is Jovita i know her from her the school she attended and her name so in this life if I try the other it did not work you try another way as try my strength it I did not succeed I try another way.

So what I did was I share it with a close friend I told him seriously am deeply in love with this girl in my heart I kept praying about it but it seems not to work out for me so I said to him I brought my self to him if he can help me if there is another way I can meet up to her.

He said did I have any alternative I told him no he said am a man I have to think very well and pursue my dreams what ended up saying he said “the kingdom of God suffer violence and is only the violent that taketh it by force” I did not under what he meant so I ask him what do you mean he said.

Did I know how to sing? He ask me and I told him yes but I need to train my voice he said very good should join band since I said the girl is a band member to his is how I will get her attention I say ok thank you sir I will give it a thought.

I kept procrastinating till when I decided to finally join then that same day I join she did not come to band rehearsal she was even there Assistant music director I finish introducing my self and she was not around.

And they said there assistant music director is not around and she will be the welcome after the rehearsal she will have a word with me but since she is not around the secretary will have a words with me on her behalf and I said fine I was like praying she should come before the band should close but she did not made it for that day.

After the words with the secretary I still came the next rehearsal and behold she came so after the rehearsal the Music Director said our sister Miss Jovita has something to say .

So what I will hear Jovita saying was good evening everyone I am standing here with a regretting heart to inform you that am leaving the state to another state hopefully tomorrow morning that was the reason why I couldn't make it up that day of rehearsal.

That her father received a transfer from Nasarawa state to port Harcourt so they are leaving all of them he come to do handover and inform us of her going in my heart I said blood of Jesus is this how it will turn to?.

I felt bad and wept in my heart even though I can't continue anything with her now because of the distance and if we are together she did not give me attention now that she travels to port how will she even give me time again I just forget about her.

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