Most Embarrassing Moment" (InLeo Initiative 21)

about 1 month ago

Oftentimes the question that keeps popping up will usually be people wanting to know about good moments, time we've shared joyfully but today the theme of the week in the Hive-Reachout is facing a dimension that talks a little about the moment we've faced shame or either embarrassments

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I have not been the type that usually socialize that much with people which made my movement circle of mingling with the crowd very low and I always avoid anything that has to do with large number of people then it happen one day I went wrong with my attitude by taking what was not meant for me, this happened at a raining season when we were still kids hanging around the hood. one faithful day I was feeling very depressed and clueless of what I could do to ease all I was worried about

As kids at that time there were little weird things we do so to get some little money to meet up our little needs and desires sometimes which some of those things were like going to a little river around the neighbor hood to labour for money by packing sand to the road side until it's enough to fill up a truck that normally comes around to buy and then we get paid of which I actually realize it's not a kind of job for me because of my age and strength but nevertheless I still go there sometimes to do the little I could. My parents began to not buy the idea of me going there to work because they feel I was too small for such kind of job and it wasn't a necessity, since then my going there became regulated after little while jealousy began consuming my head seeing other children who were about my age coming back after the grind with how much they made, I accept it was totally my fault for going astray because I opened space for all those things to oppress me then it lead me to a very bad suggestion which was pushing myself to go take my friend's money he kept. Due to how I was not really skillful in doing such, I was caught. anyone in that situation will feel very ashamed and embarrassed. making the situation even worse my dad got to find out about what happened, looking at his face and seeing how disappointed he was made me feel I was a very bad child. My father had to take a very hard discipline measure on me but regardless I believe it was all part of life and this experience shaped my thought of never to take anything that is not mine most especially when it is not coming from my own house. I believe the Hive-reachout community and Hive entirely is not a space that promotes violence or criticism which is why I am sharing this life experience here. it is quite amazing to see the level God has brought me now and I am very thankful to him.

Thanks to everyone here for having and I feel very privileged to be among you all STAY BLESSED EVERYONE 🙌