Crazy Emotions and Crazy Appetite: A Walk for My Overdramatic Heart, a Pretty Mushroom with a Cute Shape, and Grabbing Fresh Tiping for My Merienda

I'm alone! And i'm happy <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠↗

Ah, I mean, wait... The oldies decided to visit one of our relatives, and I am just glad that Mommy F didn't insist driving his tricycle. Her legs is much better now compare before and that's why she can walk again. Although she still need some human cane coz there are times that her legs go jelly n her. I should be that "human cane" but i am not feeling well today. I have cough and sa kinamalas malasan I am also experiencing dysmenorrhea and this two is a shitty combination, it is making me weak and really irritated. And so yeah, i'm alone and i am happy about it. (⁠^⁠.⁠_⁠.⁠^⁠)⁠ﾉ

I don't really feel lonely when left alone at home. In fact, I prefer it if people will leave me alone especially today, haha. I really don't feel like talking right now, I know I am also testing Mom's patience a while ago. She's talking to me but I don't really feel like talking so I remain silent and didn't bother opening my mouth. I'm sure she understand me, and I'm sure there are times in her life that she become "like this" too? Lol. Right now, I am just happily listening to my favorite Stray Kids music and they are my lullaby in this shitty situation of mine.

Anyways, I am not feeling well but that doesn't mean I can't use my legs to have a walk in the yard. Although I like the comfort my bed brought to me, but nature is a lot helpful in this kind of time so I better go outside and fresh some breath air. And here's Ikay to accompany me for this one amazing walk. But wait, I feel like she's not up for it so I might end up doing it alone. Lol (◡ ω ◡)

And oops,I found someone that can accompany me, it's pretty Nikka. I was able to convince her, I just called her name and she came running into me. That's how sweet our Nikka here. There's a catch though, I had to carry her in my shoulder to be able to bring her here. Lolol..

Anyways, it's been raining here for days now, like day and every night. And that's maybe why there's few mushrooms growing in here again. It's just like the usual kind if mushrooms though, but I want to see a rare one. But I guess the rare ones are only available in the mountains or in the forest.

But even if this is just the normal mushrooms, I still like it because of it's shape, look how it looks like it has a wings. It's pretty isn't it? And what's more amazing is, there's only one of that here, out of the five mushrooms I found, this is the biggest and has this shape. I'm a bit sad that they don't grow much here and if ever it did, it's just a few numbers. Aigooo

So here's a drop of water that I found, some in a plants and then from this old bamboo. Looking at it kinda feel good, especially when I shake the plants a little and they started dropping on the ground. Lol

I continue looking around and without snapping much of photos. I just want to enjoy the view here and the cold breeze. And my unexplainable emotions a while ago ease up after a short walk here. Like you know, i'm getting mad even at small matters and I think that's due to my period. It always happened, I just snapped even at my oldies and Mama, I really can't stop myself from getting annoyed, seriously. I only realize how bad what I did after I already did it. Hahhh! Why emotions is so hard to control( ꈍᴗꈍ).

Anyhow, I finish my walk outside and decided to prepare for lunch. I'm alone but I still have to do something for lunch. And it's not just me who'll eat it but our pets too, especially the little ones. They prefer rice with fish iver dry food you see. So i'm really obligated to cook. If i'm alone, I might really just buy outside coz that's easier to do (◍•ᴗ•◍). Ah, I forgot to mention this, when i'm in my period I always craved for something masarap. So here's the snack I had this morning. I forgot what it's called but it's good!

As for my lunch, I craved for Tinola which I think is really good for someone with cough. I used the yummiest part of chicken here which is the thigh part, there's that wings too which is Mama's favorite. I also put Chayote and Chili Leaves on it because it taste good too in Tinola. Yum, yum! I ate this with Mama though we didn't eat together haha. We're used to eating alone so we it doesn't matter if we have company when we eat. How about you? Do you like to eat with someone or you prefer to eat alone?

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