Beautiful day

Mental unrest is the most heinous act in our life. When a person is in mental unrest, nothing in the world pleases him. Then he feels how much better it would be if he died very quickly. But this act or this plan is also wrong. Because Allah Almighty has created us on earth. When the time comes, we will leave this world.

Alhamdulillah, I thanked God for seeing a new morning, and performed ablution. In fact, after performing ablution, it felt so cold. It felt like the wind was rushing into the room. I quickly came and prayed. Then I sat on our bed for a while and recited Surahs, then I did dhikr for a while. After that, I prepared breakfast for the boys, they had not woken up yet.

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Meanwhile, I saw that Sahib had brought the market at night. Then I arranged all the markets one by one and cut some to cook. Then when the boys got up, I cleaned them up and fed them breakfast, and I went out to take them to the madrasa.

Then I dropped them off at the madrasa and went straight home. When I arrived, I saw my mother-in-law's very loud voice, which I turned on while I was doing my work. But some of her words really hurt me. I never thought that this person would say those words to me. After hearing those words, my mind and mentality were completely destroyed. I felt like I had lost the ability to work, I didn't know what to do.

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Then I somehow finished cooking. Because my boys needed food for lunch. So after finishing cooking, I gave them food and sat quietly for a while. I didn't feel like eating. Sahib got up and asked what happened, I said, turn on the mobile and listen to what your mother said. Even then, when I heard the voice on the mobile. Then he told me not to be upset, actually people say a lot when they get old.

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I gave him lunch without saying anything to him. He asked me if he had eaten. I said no, then he said, "Eat your food quickly." Saying this, he left. I ate no more food and lay down quietly. Then I went out to bring the boys back. While I was going, I saw beautiful kalmi flowers blooming on the bank of the river, I took two photographs from there.

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Then I went home with the boys. When I got home, I prayed Asr and lay down for a while. My body was not feeling well at all. In fact, if my mind is not feeling well, I don't feel good. A little later, the Maghrib call to prayer rang out and I sat down after praying. I saw that Sahib had brought sweets and parathas, after which everyone, including the boys, had a great time and ate sweets and parathas.

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Then the boys finished their studies and went to sleep. I prayed and cooked a little rice and also went to sleep. This is how I spent another day of my life. Wishing everyone good health, I am leaving here like today. May Allah protect me.