A pain as tasty as the one he was apparently feeling.

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She saw him, smiled and quickly thought that it would be dangerous to try something there, because she knew that the person who would move her whole world and would surely make her feel a soft and sweet pain had arrived.

Elena tried many times not to get more involved than she should, but, as she got to know him more and more, she found him to be a very attractive man in every way possible. Everything was going well, until she was realizing that what she felt was beyond what she could afford.

Still, she tried to stay the course of what she was carrying and thought that at some point she would be able to break free of what she was getting herself into, but, she was realizing that, more and more, she was feeling very involved and the connection she had created was something she had never had before and she liked that. But Elena knew that it could not be so real, because there were certain factors that did not allow her to take the final step, as she was afraid of the results, although she was able to imagine how things would turn out if she tried.

Yes, she tried many times to stop and walk away, but, he unknowingly did and said things that made Elena feel in a safe place. Although, by far, she wondered what would be the price she would pay when she would one day wake up from that dream.

Suddenly it happened that Elena was there, in the middle of the night lying on the grass, with tears in her eyes, and apparently she was remembering all the attempts she made to convince herself that she could manage to fall in love with him. However, it seemed that she was there thinking once again of getting away in time so as not to increase the pain of suffering.

While, at the same time, Elena wondered if it was possible to feel such a tasty pain as the one she was apparently feeling. Yes, she sat down and closed her eyes to carefully enjoy the soft, cool breeze, while giving herself the opportunity to feel how, inside, something continued to break and yet, outside, on her face there was a very tender smile. Then, she wondered if she would have been foolish enough to have fallen in love with something that is possibly not real....

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