Canada: Political Fvckery, Revolution & Consciousness Evolution…

I’ve never particularly been into politics...

While some people speak of their “awakening,” as though they used to be part of the blind ‘sheeple’ in the matrix until realizing its facades & scams, I can’t remember a time where I didn’t see through the bullshit. I musn’t have been any older than 14 or 15 before writing songs about the fuckery propagated by governments and listening to stuff like Rage Against The Machine, though even before that, there was surely some part of me that knew political theatre was a charade. Consequentially, partaking in the conventional narratives around/about politics have held no interest. The only “interest” I might’ve ever had was more a cynical observation from a distance with hope that evolution might run its course and I’d get to witness the collapse of political systems rooted in manipulative agendas for control as more people “woke up” and took a stand. And to confess: much of “my” outlooks had been influenced by somewhat “conspiratorial” perspectives - of course, to which there is truth in; paradoxically, embraced by both the “left” and “right” - those more recently condemned & gaslit as “right-wing conspiracy theorists” at the core all not that different from “leftist” cultures such as antifa or the Occupy Wallstreet movement, both disdainfully acknowledging the existence of an “elite class” and immense governmental-corporate corruption, both valuing freedom and wanting out of its grip, albeit projecting “the bad guys” as figureheads on the other side of the political spectrum.

(Head’s up: this writing is going to be a longer one.)

Though as jaded I may have been with/by the injustices of politics playing themselves out, attempting to keep my distance from the shitshows, eventually life happens - and while it had been nice to ‘escape’ to Thailand & Bali with my head in the clouds feeling “free” there, or simply keeping in my own bubble here back in Canada, in spite of all the fuckery that’d gone down the last years in the country, change happens… from which it’s no longer an effective strategy to keep the head buried in sand. As “detached” from political theatre I may have preferred to stay, shit’s “getting real” up here in the Great White North. And frankly, I’m kinda fucking excited about it. 😎

As we approached the election for Prime Minister - the head-honcho, equivalent of “president” - that took place up here last week, I wasn’t particularly emotionally-involved. Call me cynical if you will, but even though the conservative candidate - who appeared to be most likely to win - woulda been an improvement over the last puppet, I had serious doubts anything would really change that much under his “leadership” to satisfy the type of desires I actually have. Indeed, the dude spoke to some good logic and you can feel his good intentions, though he still carried an aura of the slick politician playing the game. And as for the other guy… ha. Literal WEF (World Economic Forum) puppet, globalist, proponent of the climate change scam, “elite” banker, player for the same party responsible for the last decade of fuckery in Canada… yada, yada, yada. Neither was gonna deliver revolution. So whatever. More sitting on the sidelines, cynically observing from a distance as the country implodes.

Granted, I haven’t been 100% pessimistic for the future, as am aware that times are changing. That while change may not occur through the routes of traditional politics as we’ve been indoctrinated into viewing/playing them, the energetics & consciousness of people on this planet is undergoing significant shifts - and with it, things in the outer world rearranging themselves in unpredictable ways. And that while things might appear chaotic on the surface to the mind, with its limited views & understandings, there is “higher order” emerging through the bumpy ride… which might just actually be serving “the highest good.”

Some of the countercultural lenses I’ve taken in perspectives from have been interesting… not just the borderline-ungrounded pessimistic “conspiracy theory” underworld, but an overlap with much of the “new age” and “spiritual” communities & channels - in which there are to be discovered many fascinating outlooks on our evolutionary process and how the realms of our global politics serve as a facet of/for its unfoldment. For as many schizo hippies and questionable charlatans there are across the internet broadcasting transmissions from supposed Plaedian councils and Federations Of Light, there are also kernels & nuggets of truth scattered here & there providing inspiring insights into the processes of transformation & quantum leaps we’re going through both individually & collectively. And though the boundaries blur in those Neptunian realms between the delusions/illusions and highest ‘spiritual’ truths - and though cognitive biases can/do filter & influence perspectives to validate beliefs - there’ve been interesting alignments between certain narratives around developments and what’s been going down. While it may be wise to always take assertions with a grain of salt - especially when coming from sources claiming things that could equally get them checked into a psych ward as blowing minds with their supernatural accuracy to see & know what the eyes & limited mind cannot, depending on the audience - more like a heaping cup of salt might be appropriate when it comes to predictions and people claiming to know/see outcomes. (“Beware the false prophets.”) Nonetheless, one only makes themselves dumber by shutting out different perspectives entirely. And sometimes those kernels/nuggets of truth found deep in the haystack/chaff are far more priceless that what meets the eye at first - elements which when working with alchemically, become the gold; the material for neural bridges to entirely different dimensions, unlocking complex pattern recognition capabilities and sensory abilities of hindsight, foresight and insight into how this Grand Organizing Design (G.O.D.) of an evolutionary program comes together & plays out… including its dimensions of political systems as they morph as a macrocosm of our personal microcosmic universes and their growth/decay.

But I digress…

While there exist the ‘spiritual’ space-cadets and gullible hopium-addicts falling into cultish dynamics and buying into overly sugar-coated stories of ‘NESARA/GESARA’ at the opposite end of spectrum from the doomers thinking we’re all fucked, somewhere in the middle are somewhat more ‘realistic’ outlooks that there may be “positive” changes taking place, albeit no news of it found in propaganda outlets and not entirely obvious if only looking on the surface of things. That the increasing awareness of humanity & planet’s vibration (not merely airy-fairy talk, but with some scientific figures such as Schumann Resonance and David R. Hawkins’ Scale Of Consciousness) are restructuring - or occuring in tandem with reconfigurations - of our economic & political systems in ways that are to work better for the people. And while the pie-in-sky fantasies of the Age Of Aquarius delivering us to a utopian society may be delusional, numerous accounts of other individual & synergistic global transits such as Pluto’s move into Aquarius mirror/reflect the tides of change - granted, not entirely “love & light,” as the yin-yang dualities on this planet will always exist, and Pluto Aquarius definitely has its darker sides too (i.e. real-life Black Mirror); though nonetheless, we’ve already witnessed a great amount of what’s been foretold/inevitable in regard to things like increased exposure & removal of political corruption and shifts towards increasing justice, sustainability, sovereignty, decentralization, etc. Indeed, it can appear there’s alot of fucked up shit taking place on the planet, whether in increasing amounts or just seeming amplified as more light is shone on it; though there are also alot of amazing things happening through the disclosures, purges, and processes of expanding awareness & increases in consciousness.

Another fascinating lens through which I’ve entertained ‘enlightening’ perspectives on political worlds: those sometimes referred to with concepts such as “sovereignty,” “alt-law,” and/or “pseudo-law…”

Indeed, there’s a great deal of distortion in them - enough kernels of truth to resonate with people seeking an escape from the “matrix” of centuries’-old legal slavery systems, along with enough well-presented misinformation to inspire confidence in naive rednecks to declare themselves “sovereign citizens,” get themselves into a whole lotta trouble, and earn the whole movement a bad rep as the butt end of joke. But, while the oversimplification of highly complex legal frameworks into concepts such as “your strawman” and “living man vs. all-caps legal fiction” alone might often ill-equip impatient rebels for prematurely going into the minefield of maritime-law courts, asserting their rights to travel in a private vehicle without corporate licences, etc., the “movement” - albeit in no shortage of shady charlatans, just as any “community” experiences where humans seek answers and there’s money to be made providing them, true or not - has served effectively as a gateway for many to become educated in aspects of our political & legal systems most are completely ignorant of. An ignorance conducive to the perpetuation of political systems & schemes that keep populations in submission to tyrannical regimes & agendas via the unconscious exchange of rights for privileges, sovereignty/freedom for an illusory sense of security and belief that “the state” will protect & look after the interests of its citizens… which I’m sure the vast majority of people here on this platform don’t need to be told is a sham.

This community itself, is another whose lenses & values converge… the core principles behind the movement towards decentralization via the means of blockchain technology not just about 1000x get-rich-quick moments with meme-shitcoins and Lambos, but restoring power to the people - exiting the domain of centralized institutions corrupted by “powers that be/were,” creating & harnessing the means to build new financial & economics systems ourselves - by & for the people, without interference, manipulation and control from top-down governmental “rulers” and their complex systems of corporations, propaganda, courts, institutions, and culture coded into them all.

The majority of y’all don’t need a dissertation on the background of what’s meant by ”taxation is theft.” Y’all early crypto adopters know what’s up.

Yet many who went to vote for a new figurehead of the constitutional monarchy of Canada recently don’t. In truth, the vast majority don’t even realize the country is still a constitutional monarchy - not the “free country” we were indoctrinated to believe, but legally still part of / tied to / underneath “the crown.”The majority may not like rising costs of food, housing, energy, whatever else they spent their ‘hard-earned paycheques’ on, and increasing taxes - yet have still been within the clutch of propagandized cultural/societal beliefs, blind to the structure of political & legal systems which are in essence still a slavery system… the whole tax racket being perhaps the trademark giveaway.

Try to have that conversation with the average joe, and you’ll likely get met with some pre-programmed argument about “muh roads” - clueless to the history of when income taxes were introduced, that roads were still built & society still functioned (arguably even better) before them. Or about our “free” health care system - while not acknowledging how broken it is. Or whatever other “how would we pay for xyz” point that seems to make logical sense and cast a projection/judgement as though one ought to feel guilty for not wanting to be a “good taxpaying citizen contributing back to society”. You know what I mean here.

And you know what I mean when I say, what if you don’t agree with what all those tax dollars are being spent on.

You know… why should any of us be coercibly forced to hand over 15-50% of the fruits of our labor to a government who has zero accountability on how they spend it - and spends it on things like legally money-laundering it under the guise of “foreign aid,” funding wars abroad. Like funneling it to their cronies via corporate subsidies, supporting industries that literally poison our environment and human bodies through toxic food, water, air. Like forcing millions of people with centralized mandates into a medical experiment, threatening to take away the means to put food on the table and roof over their families’ heads if not taking an experimental gene therapy that was never proven safe nor effective in spite of millions spent on propaganda campaigns gaslighting people that it was (and then villifying those who took a stand against the injustice, not only publicly calling them shit like “racist” & “misogynistic” but freezing their bank accounts & assets). Like paying for relocated immigrants to have their dicks & tits chopped off under the name of LBGTxyz++!?! ideology that you’re fucking bigot homophobic racist if you dare question. (Yeah, I knew that was a thing in California, but just learnt recently there’s a whole lot of Filipinos here in the small mountain town of Revelstoke for exactly that reason, given the Canadian government will fund their “transition” surgery with taxpayer $$. 🤡🌎) Like continuously spraying the skies with god-only-knows what. (Yes, “chemtrails” aren’t just a conspiracy theory, but have been coming out to public awareness in full, with several states in the US even implementing bills to ban such geoengineering. Meanwhile, it’d actually be great were the Canadian government to get some cloud-seeding projects, as Dubai openly has done, in gear during our wildfire season in the summer to help put out blazes rather than just letting them leave trails of destruction and air full of smoke for people to breathe.) Like implementing yet more regulations & more taxes that make it harder & harder for people to afford decent housing and basic healthy food, while capital flows get restructured to increase profits for corporations & politicians playing the game and pushing whatever agenda allows them the excuses to seize yet more “power” & control.

You know… don’t like it? Don’t agree on funding on all that and refuse to pay up? Go straight to prison. Do not pass go, do not collect $200. Be a “good taxpaying citizen” and mind your own goddamn business about all the fucked up ways its spent, or get thrown in a cage if you refuse.

We thought we’d have flying cars & a utopian society by 2025… yet here we are. Lol. 🤦‍♂️

But.

In spite of the justifiable cynicism, something is changing. (Maybe.)

Somewhat part suprising, and part not, the change wasn’t in election results. Same old liberals came out ‘on top’ in votes in spite of the conservative candidate actually seeming to have won a majority of public support. Granted, as politically-incorrect it might be to discuss, questions of election integrity remain, and there is valid reason to suspect enough fuckery to have swayed the outcome in favor of the left’s puppet representing globalist forces many refer to as the “Deep State” and such - though we ain’t gonna go too far into the “conspiracy theories” here.

Yet, not all of Canada is happy about it. Especially my home province of Alberta. For fair reason. And this time, people don’t seem to be surrendering passively.

The key issue: the new “leader,” Mark Carny - (is the circus of political theatre not rather obvious when there’s a Carny in the driver’s seat?? Lol) - is a huge proponet of the politicized climate change agenda… while Alberta is a province rich in oil. Which equates to what’s practically a regulatory war on the province, with increasing taxes & federal restrictions that may be good for the ends of “net zero,” bottom lines of those positioned to receive subsidies, and control agenda masquerading under the guise of “environmental sustainability” (though don’t get me wrong, the premise itself is an honorable value, minus the tyrannical power-grabs implemented in its name) - yet devastatingly horrible for the province. Something like a trillion dollars worth of ‘lost’ investment, strangleholding routes for exporting its prime product, and most critically, directly affecting Albertans with not only loss of jobs & business, but something like 35% increase in energy costs (in spite of sitting on the abundant resource) - and forced transition to “renewable” energy sources with serious faults, that could likely result in Albertans facing periods of -40º celcius winters without electricity or heating as solar/wind power fail to meet demand and restriction quotas. No fucking wonder people ain’t happy. Especially when they didn’t vote for it, the liberals’ “win” coming entirely from the votes of a couple other provinces.

It wasn’t just folks seeking to learn about the systems of maritime law and mass legal fuckery in the “sovereign citizen” movement, but even the Albertan government itself has been discontent with what have been constitutional breaches as the federal government’s been overstepping, with increasing talks of “sovereignty” in recent years. And given the election results indicating things ain’t about to change for the better under the new circus leader, globalist-banker Carny, there’s been very serious talks of separation from Canada itself via referendum. Something fully within constitutional rights, should enough Albertans support it in a proper, clean election. And, there’s been talks of the other couple provinces in west Canada potentially being onboard.

People are tired of the federal government’s fuckery, taxation without representation, and agendas that serve globalist power-grab agendas rather than the actual people of the country.

I can’t pretend to not be at least a little excited.Why:

Potentially, the west’s cutting of federal ties could be the catalyst to the end of income tax for us. No more coercive force to personally fund the federal government’s legal money laundering via wars, anti-life corporate subsidies, immigrant sex-change operations, geoengineering agendas, tampons in mens fucking bathrooms, CBC propaganda, etc, etc. No more legal/financial subservience to the British monarchy and all the globalist fuckery they’re part of - including the illusion of a “free” democratic country (when the real motherfuckaz know the Carny in the spotlight of the Canadian circus was installed.)

No more federal income tax, and Alberta’s got enough oil revenue that they may not even need continue with a provincial income tax (also being relieved of their obligations to financially support other provinces to the tune of something like $20 billion each year) - and wouldn’t support the continued coercise extraction of citizen’s money to fund the federal government’s unaccountable expenditures. This is the type of step that’s been “foreseen/foretold” in some of those channelings & such of political/economic/legal changes - not a full-on NESARA/GESARA scheme, but at least some smaller victories that do away with the outdated slavery systems, providing people a bit more freedom & sovereignty.* Hell, even Trump’s thrown around the idea of eliminating income tax for Americans - and as much as some Canadians with TDS (Trump Derangement Syndrome) would lose their shit, the “51st state” thing might not be all that horrible, were it to happen. Or even if Alberta or the west did exit the constitutional monarchy and become part of the US, lord knows I’d get on One Stupid Fuck’s free “Contract Killer 2.0” course I’ve been procrastinating on to learn how to do the “status change” thing and get my ass one of those passports for US nationals that are a 100% legal opt-out of all obligations to the IRS.

Granted, it’s probably wise to not get too far ahead of myself with excitement. Increasing discussions around the topic of separation as a sovereign province/state/republic/whateverthefucktheproperwordis doesn’t mean it’s happening yet. Nor that such a move would come smoothly.

While the Albertan premier has consistently demonstrated herself as a standup woman truly dedicated to the best interests of Albertans - expressing no desire to separate from Canada herself, yet accelerating legalities ensuring the public is able to fully exercise their rights to constitutionally do so should the people choose - it’s reasonable to expect “higher-ups” pulling strings at the federal level and beyond to not be as supportive of one of its territories providing the most resources to simply walk away.

Nor could one expect 100% of the public to be thrilled after a lifetime of indoctrination into societal/cultural beliefs about what the country is & represents. The coding embedded in the collective psyche & reinforced every time seeing the national flag and hearing the national anthem runs deep. Stockholm syndrome is a thing.

(Especially when the propaganda on national ”news” - funded by tax $$, obviously - takes no breaks, broadcasting 24/7 to undiscerning Canadians how horrendous an idea Albertan separation is, that its only another “fringe minority” that wants it (untrue), the premier is xyz (untrue), it’d be an infringement upon indigenous rights & treaties (untrue), what a great strong leader the new prime minister is (untrue), and whatever one-sided spins support narratives architected to convince as many people as possible to take the side of the existing arrangement where the federal government continues to pimp the province while giving less & less back.)

And there’s also an interesting paradox here.

The most-likely to resist the idea of the west’s separation: supporters of the Liberal government & ideology, which supposedly values constructive change & advancement - while it was Conservative supporters voting for freedom, sovereignty and less governmental interference… and who are advocating for a break from the tradition/convention of national loyalty.

In spite of Liberal lip-service to diversity, progress, etc., is the notion of a province being obliged to a constitutional monarchy, no taxation-by-representation, its constitutional rights infringed upon by federal regulations with a “shut up and put up with it” vibe and having devasting economic effects, not somewhat akin to the outdated “traditions” of an arranged marriage in which the woman’s pussy “belongs” to a man not of her choosing, that he can do whatever he wants with? Would/might it not actually be a greater embodiment of “liberal” progress & advancement to evolve legal & political structures (not an unreasonable prospect, considering the massive amount of change that’s occurred over the last hundreds of years) and hold true the higher values of constitutional & human rights - including that of gracefully honoring & granting citizen’s wishes to claim/declare legal sovereignty - rather than treating territories like a pimp does a hoe, with nothing but gaslighting & threats as she speaks of leaving him?

Or are we really just content with holding the title of “Liberal” while preserving ownership structures, whipping those who dare stand out of line and challenge conservative ways of doing things - hoeing out a province by mandating & taxing the fuck out its industries based on politically-correct globalist control agendas backed with cherry-picked, flawed “science” - claiming “progress” while its really just an evolution of the British empire’s slavery systems, and the energy of oppression present is effectively projected elsewhere via cultural indoctrination into ideologies such as “Diversity, Equity & Inclusion” that fuel/reinforce/sustain the opposite and create “racist” & “mysogonists” scapegoats (who aren’t actually either) to divert attention to the cult narrative’s framework of what oppression & injustice look like?

God daaaaaamn. Can I get an “amen…” or maybe a, “dude, you need to touch some grass and get laid”…?? 😹

Sorry not sorry.

And I ain’t the only one outta patience for such political fuckery, who wants & demands some fucking accountability, integrity, and change.

Though…

In the midst of these emotional rollercoasters, from the heights of excitement at the possibilities of real sovereignty to the depths of anger & frustration at the circus of things as they’ve been, riding the highs of hopium and crashing back into the black-pill doomer vortex over & over… also come some glimmers of insight, wisdom & self-honesty.

Such as:

In spite of all best intentions - regardless of my attempts to remain maturely “detached/neutral” and not get sucked into the cesspool of divisive rhetoric and low-vibe fuckery of choosing political sides - I may just have.

While I started this writing asserting “I’ve never really been that into politics,” crafting my own story to validate some sense of being ‘above’ its dramas, here I arrive - catching myself on the edge of seat, eagerly anticipating “victory” of a particular side, consuming YouTube videos on the subject like an addict, emotions fully-stirred just like the rest of populace I’ve judged. Days later, facing the fact I’ve been leaking an enormous amount of energy as hooked into it all, with more unrest & frustration than peace & satisfaction to show for it.

(And while the idea of western sovereignty might appeal to my personal preferences & beliefs, who the fuck knows if it actually would be for the highest good of all. Maybe it’d end up a shortsighted move and open a Pandora’s Box of new problems as the provinces weren’t prepared for certain things the federal government does serve well to provide. Maybe there’s some other potentialities awaiting activation that serve better outcomes for all Canadians, though they aren’t visible yet. Maybe its selfish to want global politics to go my way, when I really don’t know what’s fucking best, have been projecting the source of my worries to external conditions rather than man up to really do my shadow work, and the peace I truly desire is an internal job, irregardless of political developments & legal this or that.)

Yep. Eventually, we gotta call ourselves on our own bullshit if valuing “growth,” right?

No matter how aware I might think I am, knowing how cognitive biases operate, there are always those blind spots. And/or those that aren’t completely blind, but just conveniently… bypassed.

Like, accountability & integrity…? Yeah, we need that from our “leaders.” But what about from ourselves? Yeah, it’s easy as fuck to rant, point fingers at the injustices of our political & legal systems and all their fuckery. But to what degree have I been giving my time, energy & life force to them simply through focus and the pessimism/cynicism? Have I really been doing anything to maturely ‘set a better example,’ offer solutions, or channel my creative energies into something more constructive than this intelligent-sounding dissertation of disgruntled complaints?

And…

Is it really all just the WEF globalist control agendas, tax-slavery systems, and political fuckery that’s the cause of my feeling oppressed, angry, and entrapped, such that some part of me feels the need to engage with all this as I have been? Or to what degree have I kept myself oppressed and entrapped by holding so firmly to certain outlooks & beliefs on what it all “means” and is - perhaps the ego so uncomfortable with uncertainty and wanting to know and be able to control something, that it clings to these shit-colored glasses and narrative propagated in “conspiracy theory” circles at the large cost of seeing things from different perspectives, opening to possibilities for experiencing life in a way that can be immensely more joyful & satisfying in spite of the fuckery, and having some faith & trust that maybe “things are working out for the best,” or at the least, I might be able to make peace with what is and ‘find/create’ a way to experience & embody freedom & sovereignty here & now without having to rely on outer circumstances to change in the ways my mind thinks they should…?

Yeah. That.

Most of y’all (probably the whole 5 people who actually read this, lol) may not watch all these embedded videos, as it’s quite the journey with them all. But they’ve been popping up in this window of the topic’s exploration, the threads perfectly interweaving. And this one in particular… not for everyone, but by damn if it didn’t play a role in this last twist of a self-confrontation & confession.

To quote the opener that really hit home:

It has never been more convenient to feel better than become better. Let that sink in for a moment. It's not enough that we are biologically wired to seek psychological comfort even at the expense of our own fulfillment. No, now we have easy access to sophisticated tools, excuses, and shortcuts to preserve our immaturity while performing maturity in the most convincing ways.

This is the pseudostoic who masks their apathy as deep acceptance to avoid actualizing their potential. The spiritual enthusiast who mistakes their grandiosity for vibrating on a higher frequency. The boundary setter who cuts people off at the first line of discomfort and calls it protecting their peace. The entrepreneur who conceals the shame of their mediocrity behind a curated go-getter persona. The intellectualizer who avoids feeling their emotions by overanalyzing their past traumas. Or how about that burnt out dreamer who'd rather be delusional than face the reality of their inadequacies? or my favorite, the identity seeker who fills their void with borrowed outrage and ready-made beliefs to belong to something instead of becoming someone. Or how about that bitter creator who blames systematic barriers for their failure to launch, but not their unwillingness to start. And lastly, that self-sabotager who's eager to claim a label or a diagnosis, not to calibrate their life, but to justify staying small.

It has never been easier to convince yourself you're evolving when the only thing evolving is your talent for bypassing real inner work and claiming credit for having done it. Why is this happening now more than ever? Simple. There is little to no incentive to mature, but plenty of incentives to stay immature. Immaturity in our current society is rewarded with praise, with attention, with validation, even wealth. By publicly acting out and calling it being your authentic self, and demanding that others accommodate your entitlement, you too can be elevated to the status of icon.

I mean, fuuuuuck.

I’ve been feeling on “a plateau” for a while. Never thought about it as “staying immature,” but having I truly been “growing” the past years? In some regards, maybe. But.

The pseudostoic who masks their apathy as deep acceptance to avoid actualizing their potential. The spiritual enthusiast who mistakes their grandiosity for vibrating on a higher frequency. The boundary setter who cuts people off at the first line of discomfort and calls it protecting their peace. The entrepreneur who conceals the shame of their mediocrity behind a curated go-getter persona. The intellectualizer who avoids feeling their emotions by overanalyzing their past traumas… that burnt out dreamer who’d rather be delusional than face the reality of their inadequacies?… the identity seeker who fills their void with borrowed outrage and ready-made beliefs to belong to something instead of becoming someone… that bitter creator who blames systematic barriers for their failure to launch, but not their unwillingness to start… that self-sabotager who’s eager to claim a label or a diagnosis, not to calibrate their life, but to justify staying small…”

I see ALL of those in myself. (Or is it ’I see myself in all of those?’)

A truthfully, I’ve been tired. Tired of playing all those roles at some point or another; or all of them at once. Tired of leaking energy into anger & frustration at all this political drama on the global stage that I can’t control. Tired of not just at the temptation of having my attention pulled on 24/7 with everyone else’s anger & frustration (“borrowed outrage”) at the injustices of the world, but tired with myself for not exercising Jedi-master-level discipline of focus to resist. I’m tired of my own hypocrisy, lack of accountability for how I (don’t) control my time & energy - more having consistently gone to fears, complaints, and all these dramas offered us on silver platters than to constructively creative, passionate, inspired channeling into music & art.

That whole, ”grant me the serenity to accept what I cannot change,” thing… [insert big sigh here.]

Yeah, shit that happens in politics does matter. It affects all of us, to varying degrees. But goddamn it’s such a fine line & slippery slope between caring and falling into a black hole of despair, when engaging. As the word goes: poli-tics. Many/multiple blood-sucking insects. Lol. Oh how easy it is to wander through the forest of YouTube recommendations, catching up on a little news - only to walk away and realize days later how much energy got siphoned out of the soul as certain ideas took root in the mind, the brain’s CPU power maxed out as a combo of viruses and cognitive biases been running, consequential of those little ticks passed along in the debates, forums, propaganda outlets, and opinion pieces.

Though apparently, this is the human journey.

And there’s no “they/them” to blame.

It’s hella easy if we want. But ultimately we’re only fooling ourselves if trying to.

And it’s easy to forget where we are in the bigger collective evolutionary journey… which all this is but a stage of in a larger process.

Times change. Whether we want them to or not. Regardless of whether we vote in one ‘party’ or another. Regardless of whether the vote was legit or a rigged farce. Regardless of what the narratives are and how “plans” play out (or not).

And it’d appear that indeed, this all is somehow serving the expansion of consciousness. (Or occurring in tandem to it.)

Maybe we need increasing degrees & intensity of fuckery to “wake people up.” After all, it is rather effective, lol.

Sometimes that “waking up” may be seeing through the lies of the political agendas, legal systems, and all the matrix shit passed down through cultural & societal coding - observing enough contrast of shadows & lack of integrity playing out in the external world, that it sparks us to recalibrate our values, realign with our own Truths, and claim sovereignty (within) ourselves. And maybe sometimes its a catalyst for helping unveil our own shadows as we get to those moments offering reflection of where & how we disempower, oppress, and sabotage ourselves by consenting to the divisive narratives & programs offered - observing our own reactions to the world as it, indicative of our level of (im)maturity and (dis)integrity as it expresses (or not) through our direction of time & energy, whether constructive or destructive. (Or this all the spiritual enthusiast mistaking grandiosity for ‘high-vibe’ rhetoric again, conversing with the overanalyzing intellectualizer and burnt-out delusional dreamer?)

Yada fuckin’ yada.

Yes, shit’s getting crazy and we have every right to be angry and stand up for what’s right… though its also hella easy to get wound up in the fight, the resistance, and bring ourselves down as losing balance. Yes, there are positive things unfolding through the chaos and it’s beneficial to maintain some optimism, faith & trust… while its also hella easy for the head to drift off into in Neptunian clouds, one too many hits of hopium tipping us over the threshold into delusion. And its hella easy to swing from one extreme to the other, just as the extremes of political left & right push & pull us, both populations & individuals, back & forth. That notorious “middle ground/road” the Buddhists revered… not quite as easy to find/walk.

But things don’t always come easy. “Growing pains” and such, afterall.

T’is the evolution journey.

And then, there are surely the times where we make it alot harder on/for ourselves than it needs to be. (Pretty much an inevitability when allowing oneself to be emotionally swayed over things we can’t control and become attached to ideas & outcomes rather than ‘surrendering to & trusting the process...’ or is that just the pseudostoic masking apathy again?)

Blah, blah, blah.

If you made all the way to the end… your attention span is fucking amazing. Lol. Respect. 👊

Until next time… ✌️