I wouldn't have fall in love at a young age

They say love is a beautiful thing, maybe, it was why I decided to give it my all, but truth be told, it hurt, and it still does somehow, I do not know if you have been or fall very deeper in love before?, up to the extent of making you feel like you are leaving your heart for another person to control it, like a remote, and make you do stuffs that you, at your right mind wouldn't want to do 😁🤣

It was exactly the thought I used to had, but right now, i am healing, and I am very sure, i will get better as times goes on.

But, i wish i knew from the beginning, i wouldn't have fall or has anything to do with relationship at a young age, because I recalled how that thing used to make me react to stuffs.

There was a day i bought suya for her and I nearly wash plates at the spot, because I forget money at home, but luckily for me, I called my brother and he brought it, yet, before i could pay the money for the suya, I saw my lover on top of a motorcycle, she climbed an ogada, and she left.

There was no "thank you, for the suya I bought for her, meanwhile, when I met her the next day, she served me a hot tea, you know how that words goes like "it is over between us'. Honestly, I was astonished.

Not her alone, I also had another which claimed to love me more than everyone in their family, I wished I knew she was just using me to clear her head and catch cruise, i wouldn't have fall into that trap.

Whenever I am thinking about this particular occasion, I am always happy, because, if I was stupid enough to give her my all, I wouldn't think I will survive that attack, just few months after being served a hot tea, but my intuition was very right, she did not love the boy a bit.

You know what! after the whole scenario, it makes me look at myself in the mirror, if I am not handsome 🤣😁

when my brother saw me disturbed in the house, he let me to understand that, everyone are beautiful and handsome, and I am too, so, I shouldn't think of a thing like that, they don't just like me, but they love someone else, and that is it about love. And, definitely, someone out there will love equally, and not leaving me at one side.

But what surprised me, "was why do i always fall for those that wants to play basketball or football with my heart" my bro was laughing at this point, and he didn't say more.

Therefore, reflecting back at it, and seeing the scar they have left in my heart, I guessed it was not love, but they were toying with an innocent young guy like me.

If it was today, I will have run away from them, just as I used to do, whenever we met, i just do not want history to repeat itself.

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