My Tesuba ( My rosary)

      My Tesuba ( My rosary )

Now that I have faded
God be thy guidance
I have no walking stamina
But I can fly like a falcon

My physicality has faded
Yet my spirituality sees glaring

I lost my stamina to your different task
I am not sorry you have weakened me

Now that it is vivid that I have no protection against you
Now that I am faded
God be their guardian
With prayers and My Tesuba

I have never been mentally ill from Analytical theory
I have never attempted suicide and I will never, Aliamdulilahi

But because of your conscious operations
I am naked,
Now that I am faded
God be thy guidance with prayers and my Tesuba

I am walking on my spirituality that exposes me to all

Your manipulative ways to
To your constant inspection

Now that I am faded
God be thy guidance
With I prays and my Tesuba

Seeing that
Psychology is brainwash
Science is myth
Love is fiction
Why not run to who loves you most" God"
Who gives you your abilities on earth
And mine on this earth

Even though I don't know how I got here
And I know I am acting to reality time.

I don't know be you know how you got here.

I forgive all that has stepped on me as this life walk goes on

I pray you forgive me if I had stepped on you too

As it is a new year forthcoming
God be my guidance with prayers and My Tesuba

Wash me clean from all my sins, and my bad habits, and protect me cause I am fighting for my life
With such an intimidating star
Hiding in the sky and Going back to God

Do not want for me, please
Want for yourself as the year is ending

Then we can now want for ourselves.

God be my guidance with prayers and my Tesuba
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