Vibes Web3 Music Competition Week 36 - Gemstone(Christian Rap) COVER

Song Lyrics

Should I take it with a blade or use a knife?
Whatever I just pray I do it right?
I probably won't make it through the night
I tell them that it's better suicide

Drowning in depression as the tears pour
Asking yourself what am I here for
Questioning the dear lord Convinced there's nothing left to live for
Molested when you was a child
By the Chester with the creepy smile
Pressured you to do some things that's really foul
Your mom accepted it cause she was in denial
Convinced yourself abuse is love, which led to your abuse of drugs
I bet every time you in the tub
You imagining your body floating in the suds
Contemplating suicide
Tried it once but you survived
Standing in the mirror, devil in your eyes!
Should I do it from the front, or shoot it from the side?
Blaming God for what's been done to you
Feel he gave you life to punish you!
Hurt by everyone you run into!
End up walking on you like some running shoes
Always thought you wasn't mommas best
That you were treated different from the rest
So in your mind you think you worth less, you ain't worth dirt!
You deserve death!
Imaging your soul tore
On the bathroom on that cold floor
With your back against that closed door
And you slash your wrist with slow force
Blood running down your wrist. Dripping from your finger tips
Pills causing you to drift
Slipping into the abyss

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_{Lyrics Source Here/Instrumentals extracted with Moises App}

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