In love for a while

‎I never knew what it meant to love someone, to have something other than the subtle feeling of friendship. I never knew what it meant to want to enter into a person's skin, to want to be close to another all the time, to care for someone else more than how I do myself. I never knew. And now, you wanna make me fall in love.
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‎This has to be it. This constant throb I get in my pulse whenever I'm around you, the way my heart races when you're here, with me. This has to be how it feels to be in love. I'm gonna be in love for a while. I'm gonna be in love for a very long while. Intertwine your fingers with mine please, I need you closer. I need to feel your heart beat against mine, I want to feel your breathe on my skin, on the nape of my neck. I want to wake up to your voice every single morning and fall asleep to you in my arms. You got me so obsessed bae. Forever ever.
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‎Would you love me forever ever baby? You know I've been in love for a while, I've been so obsessed bae. It's so obvious, I've been called a simp numerous times. But I don't bother to give a shit because they don't know how I feel anyway. They don't know what I feel when you smile at me. When I hear the sound of your laughter. No, they don't know how I thank God for you every day.
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‎Come on, when I say I love you? I said I'm in love. I love you so much. You gonna make me be in love for a while, a long while. You gotta have to hold me fucking down babe, cause there's no way I'm letting you leave. It's forever.
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