It's A Sad Story For The Six Kittens

The happiness was replaced with sadness. I was too sleepy at night and I fed the in the garbage bin as they ordered and I just follow what their demand. This place is not mine and I didn't want to argue like before. When I called them all to get out from the gate, I didn't see one was hitted by car. I put the food on the cartoon and threw the garbage. I only saw the one escaped from disgrace not knowing that one of the black color was dead on the spot. I felt guilty and regret then I cried. I picked the shovel and buried him with dust around. Maybe you will say that I am crazy just because of the cat that I cried. Yes many time I cried because of my cats death.

My heart is already broken for so many problems around Ana I was affected last night. In the morning today, I offer a flowers and say sorry. I walked after the sunrise to release the bad energies in and out. I need cleansing myself, not just taking a bath but I need reflection, I walked for two hours from 7am to 9am. I stopped sometimes in a corner to inhale and exhale. If I am at home, I will just be lying down on my bed and tears could be unstoppable.

It's not only about the cats but lately most of the time I was talking about death of someone who madly falling in love from China (the Fat Cat story) and the friend of my co-worker who hung himself via live streaming because of love.(Someone African working in UK, I saw the video how he did it infront of his friends. Nobody stop him because they were all living in different places.)

Thank you Lord, I am now in good shape again. I was really stuck and sucked last few weeks ago. As the month of May passed by. Today is the last day of May, I manifest to say goodbye bad energy and when trials pass by, it could be easy for me to handle unlike the few days experienced. I need clarity and clarification and most especially the Divince Mercy infront of me and back. Let it cover me and all my loved-ones'.

My kittens now is 6. I hope they can survive. My boss told me again not to feed them under the flowers since the ants will be coming into their roots. I accepted and I hope God may protect my kittens.

That's all for today!

HIVE ON!

@olivia08