Friday Update - February 23, 2024
Good morning everyone. I just wanna share with you how vulnerable was my feelings last few years until last month of 2023. but there are people who caught me up when I was almost buried below the ground. Many attempts to put ends of my life but angels are there saving me. The depressing moment of my life when tears were falling down in my face uncontrolled. I think it might be an anxiety too. Thanks God that I hold it on and I kept on praying. There was no way to get out of the blue colors of my life rather than to surrender myself to God. It worked and I felt His presence to my everyday endeavors.
In our room, talking to God in silence, close my eyes and listen what His message like music that penetrate down inside my heart and mind.My friend did it everyday too before going to sleep.
Then before the sunrise, I cleaned myself taking my bath and pray again. I feel the lighter side of myself when I surrender everything to God and let Him work for what is the best for our life. Ramadan is coming and I prepare all what is necessary things to do.
What I Did Yesterday?
I was making a flame to clean the goat legs for the Ramadan fasting. Those are good for making soup or what we called bulalo.
Making flames with the firewood. It was easy because the woods were extra dry.
I cleaned the legs and grilled it until the hair were burned.
After burning the hair, I cleaned it and put in the freezer ready for the coming month of Ramadan.
So hot yesterday but I like it, I was sweating and I watered the plants and feeding the cats from the leftover of yesterday's food.
After making my job in the garden and cleaning the grilled goat feet, I relax for a while listening the bird chirping in the date tree. They were so happy and I wish how could I be a bird to fly way back home and back.
They are my birds who eat 20 pilots of wheat in one month.
Time to selfie, picture of the day😁😁😁
That's all for today and more next time.
I’m glad you got out from that blue color ate Deevs. I know how it feels to have an anxiety, but mine was worse. By the way, I wish I see the dates tree in your yard. I read that tree from the book that it’s sweet. And ohh, what a productive day you have there. Poor goat butchered for their feast.
Hahaha.. Yes I will show you and send pm the picture the tree from the bible.
⋆ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴜᴛʜᴇᴀsᴛ ᴀsɪᴀɴ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴏɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ
⋆ sᴜʙsᴄʀɪʙᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀsᴇᴀɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴛʏ
⋆ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀsᴇᴀɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴛʏ ᴠᴏᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʀᴀɪʟ
⋆ ᴅᴇʟᴇɢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ʟɪɴᴋs 25 ʜᴘ⇾50 ʜᴘ⇾100 ʜᴘ⇾500 ʜᴘ⇾1,000 ʜᴘ
It's hard to crawl out of the dark.
I understand the depresdions very well. I am glad you had people near to catch you.
Try to sit in the sun for the vitamins D3 and keep in mind getting older causes depresdions too because of change of hormones.
So breath in and slowly out and pamper yourself.
❤️🍀
Thank you my dear. I am doing it for myself benefits.