MANIFESTING...

These past few days have been long--like every other day. I have been struggling with low energy, mainly because I have been engaged in low-energy tasks (like trying to boost my engagement so I can monetise my Twitter page).

However, away from my goal of monetising my Twitter page, I have been trying to figure out a plethora of things which have left me disoriented and stressed. So I decide to weite and possibly make some money off my thoughts 🙃.

So things aren't working out as I expected (that's not surprising anymore) and that has been my major source of frustration. I work too hard not to have things go my way and to be frank, I am done operating on this frequency. Something most give at this point. I am putting everything on the line now.

I understand I cannot force things to happen, that would only increase my frustration. However, I do know things have to change and I can do better than what I have settled for for the longest time. My current outlook of the world cannot or may not get me to where I aspire to be and I need to put in effort in the right places.

I understand that the discomfort I feel is a signal for change. It is hard to pinpoint where this new drive leads but it certainly is not in the places I have searched or spaces where I feel the most comfort. Like Abraham, I need to set my gaze further and wider.

I deserve more than I have settled for. I understand that there are so many factors beyond my control impacting my life, but I think it is right about time to limit those factors by putting myself in a space where I can be the best I know I can be.

There is no point dismissing the discontent I feel. Like every other emotion, I need to properly examine it and find possible solutions. This is the only I can grow and move in the direction I believe God is pushing me towards.

As much as I believe in individual effort and drive, I also believe in time and chance. Nothing good happens overnight and most of the success stories are often from competent people who have stuck long enough with their craft and improved.

I believe extraordinary things can happen to ordinary people. I also believe my time is due. I need to move in the right direction to key into what God has set aside for me, and this is just me putting the word out there into the world. I am ready.