Just Listen

For some time now I've been alone with my feelings. But funny thing is that I honestly don't fucking really care that much about them.

The reason is that feelings come and go, while the problems still stay the same except you find a way to figure things out your own way or seek help from someone else with more experience.

However, these days it seems there's no one to get real and honest advice if you're not on their level.

Since I was a child I think my only real problems was finding someone to talk to about my problems. Not that solutions will come from them which they often do but just having someone to share your stories and aspirations with can really help in giving you more hope for the future.

Today may not really be that perfect and that's just how life is.

We can't even blame the world for something that we know affects everyone of us. These days I think we've all become so detached from one another that we find it hard to even communicate out true feelings and fears just so we won't be judged, because most times, you will be judged for saying something that the other person doesn't want to hear.

Which is why many of us only say things that we know others want to hear and not what needs to be discussed.

While I was sitting alone in my comfort zone today(not that comfortable btw) I realized that it's very hard to find someone who is ready to listen to you without being judgemental.

I once had a conversation with a friend few weeks ago about how things might not get better if we don't all start saying the real truth and facing the hard talk but he didn't really take it into consideration until he himself was faced with a similar situation where he realized that majority are all sweettalkers where they just want to talk about what's pleasing to the ears and not what needs to be addressed.

Today he only have me to talk to since every other person is just going to judge him since thats what the majority wants.

But to be honest finding someone to listen to your worries and stories is not just about saying everything to everyone but rather finding a soul to connect with without worrying about being judged or being snitched on later in the future.

I think this is basically why I always keep to myself because what's the reason of saying things to people when you know they are not going to understand you. Most times all I say to people is the blunt and harsh truth and I'm 100% sure it's one of the reasons why they kind of dislike me.

Regardless of how things might be I'm pretty sure that if we all could try as much as possible to listen to one another without being judgy or try to shit on someone else's story then I'm sure it would make the world a much more better place than before.

In short I hope someday I'll find that one person who is ready to listen to all my worries, stories and aspirations. It's hard to find that one person but truth me it's not impossible.

Looks like it's getting late. Thanks for reading