Body & Mind

Our human body works mysteriously with our minds, there is a deep collaboration that I do feel for myself. Looks like the mind is in the driving seat while the body is being dragged. Even if the body faces some issues, the mind will heal them and move ahead. But there is no way of proceeding if somehow the mind gets disturbed.

And so, I am trying my best to bring it back to its initial stabilized state. Well, I do feel proud of myself sometimes for having enough control over my mind, which gives me the Supreme power to control them all.

📸 Lesly Juarez

Who hasn't watched Tom and Jerry cartoons in their childhood? I guess none. There we have always seen that the actions don't get implemented unless we do see it. Heh! I can still visualize the scene in which Tom is running on the roof, has moved ahead a lot, and is still running in the open air as if he is on that particular rooftop. When he notices that he is not on the rooftop, the gravity gets applied and he falls on the ground. So gravity doesn’t work for him as long as he doesn’t realize he is not on the surface.

So the same thing is happening to me. I have been a robot for the past couple of weeks or months. Sitting on those chairs straight hour after hour doesn’t bother me or give me any kind of pain, nor do I feel like I need rest. I don't feel like closing the working browsers and opening Netflix. I don't feel the urge anymore to go out and roam carefree. It's been months since I am not stepping into my usual places. But why? For some major reasons, those aren’t the topic in today's writing. But the fact is, while sitting for ten to twelve hours, or facing so much stress, the Almighty has kept me in a pretty good condition. It's the day before yesterday, due to some uncalculated actions, my day was ruined as well as my mental health. Since that day, I have been getting tired even with a few hours of workload, severe headache, and back pain, all coming together as if they have seen that I have the time to mess with them.

This is like being in the rhythm of doing something, once it is broken, things start to pinch even for a little.

I feel sick like never before, taking medicines that were once a month for me now turned into regular medication. I don't know what the Almighty has planned for me, whatever it is, keep me in your prayers.