Intentional Growth In The Nights Before My Days

When I first saw the prompt, I smiled because it felt like it was written specially for me. As if someone had noticed what I quietly started doing and decided to put words to it. I have begun something I never thought I would or could do. Not because it was impossible, but because I never really considered it for myself. I heard people talk about it often, but it was never something I imagined would become part of me.

At the beginning of this year, when I thought about doing something different, journaling came to my mind immediately. I don't know why it came first but I did not overthink it, I simply started. What began casually has now become something I cannot imagine stopping. And as I write this, I have so much joy in my heart because this small habit is shaping my days now.

Before now, I used to wake up without a clear plan, reacting to whatever came. No structure, reflection, particular intention guiding how I spent my time. The night would come, and I would go to bed without pausing to think about what the day meant or what I learned. But now, my day don't start in the morning. It starts the night before, at exactly 9:30pm because of this habit.

"Journaling"

At 9:30pm, I sit down with my journal after making sure it's quiet around me and free from distraction, then I write about my day. I reflect honestly... What did I do well? Where did I fall short? What am I grateful for? Then I plan for tomorrow, not in a complicated way, just a brief and clear outline of things that needs to be done.

Journaling has reshaped my past idea of time as my tpmorrow no longer feel random anymore. It feels prepared for because when I wake up, I already know the direction my day will take. There is a calm focus that comes from knowing what I intend to do, I move with more purpose because I know I will report back to myself later.

Because of this, I have become more intentional. I think twice before spending time on things that do not align with my plans. I try my best to avoid unnecessary distractions because I want to make sure to see progress when I sit down to write at night. It's not pressure but clarity for my thoughts and to conserve energy for what truly matters.

Another thing I noticed since I started journaling is how I observe more and speak less. Now, I pay attention to how I feel during the day by noticing small wins I used to ignore like completing a task, keeping a promise to myself and saying no to a request. These moments may look small, but writing them down makes them meaningful. That is where contentment has grown for me slowly.

Journaling has deepened my self-awareness as I'm learning myself in a way I never did before. I see patterns in my habits. I recognize what drains me and what strengthens me, I see growth even when it is gradual. This awareness has also created a quiet self-love, I appreciate my efforts more. A quiet love towards who I am becoming.

Journaling has also redefined what enough means to me. Enough doing what truly matters and doing it well, ending my day knowing I showed up intentionally, having a few clear goals and meeting them and most especially, showing gratitude for the little things I once overlooked.

One honest truth is that I have had very few bad days since I started journaling and this is because I release what needs to be released and learn what needs to be learned, I mostly going to bed lighter now. I' have found something steady, a ritual that anchors my days and teaches me minimalism, gratitude, and peace from within.

_{Image used are mine, first image edited with Canva.}

Posted Using INLEO