Brain Dump | Morning Musings

These days, our culture places strong emphasize a lot on hustle and making a lot of money. When we’re not being a productive person in the society, we get a lot of judgement which makes us feel like we’re inadequate. However, often our lives are just fine. I used to get so caught up to be the most productive members of society yet these days, I am fine with just taking what is necessary and not overloading my own plate. Unfortunately, lately I just have so many things to do that I am paralyzed when prioritizing them. Have you ever felt that way too?

This morning, rummaging through my brain, I also found so many things I wanted to write about. But I am not going to lie, these days I also feel uninspired. I tried finding ways and the reason why but nothing really comes out except a few reasons. First, my life suddenly feels boring, second, I have to much to do that I don’t know what to prioritize first. Even when I was traveling around and I had so many things to talk about, they are only thrown in the backburner. I have many photos and videos to edit but I can’t seemingly find the time where it all fits. Perhaps, I am just procrastinating and because I am still exhausted, I can not think clearly as I normally do.

Have you ever made a decision that you’re unsure of the outcome? I still question if finally moving to the east was actually a good decision. While, I am a lot closer to the dreams I wanted to build and a lot more things that I want to do, I still feel it was a questionable decision. Although, the positives outweighs the negative, I can only say more of that in the coming months.

I am definitely going back to studying after my place is properly set up. That is also something that feels like another mountain to climb. I am not there yet but it’s enormous enough to be visible. Sometimes I dreaded taking the first step too but I know, once I climb that, I won’t be going back down. Since today is the weekend, I am going to make the best time of it to properly set up my room and living space.

Anyway, have a great weekend and see you all around!