X-Mass 2025
24 December 2025 with No Aye I
The person "I'm from from a good Christian family" (not actually a lie but this is how NLP works / see what he did there?) cancelled Christmas again.
I wrote a post with ai on a new family business website that was taken over within a week in my now 7 year plus extended hackathon about the non-event because I no longer want to use my own words that much.
Or recite my own situation repeatedly. Again.
It was GroundHog X-mass en mass and, because neither of my children were connected with me, I spent it getting drunk and *Weeping * (usually the final outcome) in the bath. Alone.
I will never get used to this.
My only form of protest after being silenced by my country in full, in 2023, is to not celebrate any of my childhood Christian mark-ed calendar days, until my son and daughter are returned to me and the truth has been fully exposed.
Something I am no longer naive enough to even try and encourage myself.
Everybody I have met out here knows the truth.
And it has made not one iota of difference at all.
In fact...
in very many ways it has worsened my situation.
Although, to be balanced, in some ways it has fully set me free.
I am at bizarre peace with my situation and am officially and entirely no longer afraid of death.
"It is only when you have lost everything that you are free to do anything."
-Chuck P, Fight Club
I can't believe I am living my own favourite film of all time.
It was better as a movie.
I circle back to Hive and see that I am not alone.
This makes me feel better in some ways and worse in others.
"This too shall pass." My Granny Alex
I wanted to study Metaphysics more deeply, as this next stage of my personal journey, and I have to repeat the same again...
Be careful what you wish / pray for because you always get it.
What the outcome will be one can never possibly know.
Nor what compromises and losses one may have to make and endure to receive it.
What might have been the same.
Regret is pointless when you can, also, never possibly know what might have been.
The sliding door philosophy is mental masturbation.
So is so much of what we think we think, think we know or even waht we think we want to know.
To me anyway, these days.
Noble silence has become a choice now.
It's time for other people to #breakthesilence. But with the shit that has to be discussed and dealt with none of us want to.
I prefer images to words, these days, to express what I must to find some peace and understanding. With human nature, I mean. My own past, and future, I have made peace with. Already said.
Too many words, words, words again.
The mistakes of others, and my own, are forgiven.
And a given.
I've finally understood how to practice compassion, more authentically, after questioning the hows and whens for over a decade.
But I still don't get it in full.
On we go 🦊
"Keep on keepin' on" 💜
Beta than before
Maybe
...
[ai free for this one]
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Amen
Let the images come and speak to us
hIG bUG SIS
You asked for it ;)
Hug Gib Dude <3
Yep, for sure...
She was so fuckin' hot in this.
Perfection <3
I figured out what the 5th Element was the other day but I didn't make a note and now I've forgotten. OfZ 'Cause
LuffZzz
I don't thunK so, man.
It was, like, The COlor Purple or summink.
Or Knot
I know, I know...
ZzzzzzzzzzzzT! *snaps finger
Everybody knows that the dice are loaded
Everybody rolls with their fingers crossed
Everybody knows that the war is over
Everybody knows the good guys lost
Everybody knows the fight was fixed
The poor stay poor, the rich get rich
That's how it goes
Everybody knows
Everybody knows that the boat is leaking
Everybody knows that the captain lied
Everybody got this broken feeling
Like their father or their dog just died
Everybody talking to their pockets
Everybody wants a box of chocolates
And a long stem rose
Everybody knows
Everybody knows that you love me baby
Everybody knows that you really do
Everybody knows that you've been faithful
Ah give or take a night or two
Everybody knows you've been discreet
But there were so many people you just had to meet
Without your clothes
And everybody knows
Everybody knows
That's how it goes
Everybody knows
And everybody knows that it's now or never
Everybody knows that it's me or you
And everybody knows that you live forever
Ah when you've done a line or two
Everybody knows the deal is rotten
Old Black Joe's still pickin' cotton
For your ribbons and bows
And everybody knows
And everybody knows that the Plague is coming
Everybody knows that it's moving fast
Everybody knows that the naked man and woman
Are just a shining artifact of the past
Everybody knows the scene is dead
But there's gonna be a meter on your bed
That will disclose
What everybody knows
And everybody knows that you're in trouble
Everybody knows what you've been through
From the bloody cross on top of Calvary
To the beach of Malibu
Everybody knows it's coming apart
Take one last look at this Sacred Heart
Before it blows
And everybody knows
Everybody knows
That's how it goes
Everybody knows
Everybody knows
'Leonard Cohen'
I've actually been singing that on repeat for the last 1,6 years.
Can you hear me all da WayZ over there??
p.s. You want it darker - his lyrics on that one. And the music. G3NiUS
Sending to my son
I’m sorry, Nicole… we have to think that there will always be a new dawn. And besides, no matter what happens to us, no matter how bad it feels, perhaps there is something there that is pushing us to take the reins of our life, to fulfil a purpose, maybe the reason why we came here, to this life. And this may also sound like mental masturbation, but I want to believe in that and in myself, above all things. I believe in myself. Say it out loud!
My 25th I spent alone here at home, well, not alone, with my dog, staring at the ceiling of my room because the electricity was cut from 3 in the afternoon until 1 in the morning. I cried. I didn’t get drunk… I don’t drink alone. And life is unfair. For example, someone here has had me muted for a long time for… I don’t know. I suppose they don’t like me or think what I write is rubbish. Others have muted me on Hive too, for… I don’t know either. Maybe I said uncomfortable truths… but I tell you this so you see that everyone in this life exercises their power as they can. And I simply leave the places where my heart feels burdened, heavy, and doesn’t beat with joy. Where there are people who darken it. People do what they can to feel good. And a mute doesn’t really hurt me, not now… but when I first discovered it I spent days asking myself why.
The point is: don’t take to heart what they do to you, they would really do it to anyone, because the problem is theirs. It is sad to know that someone uses their power to take your children away… but time is a great judge, isn’t it? Eventually they will grow up and be able to decide who they want to be with. Or not? Do you keep dancing? Dance! Move that beautiful energy you have. Everything will flow.
Good morning,
I woke up today ready to write another book. It's another breakthrough. If I don't get distracted by The Global Mindfuck Censor-Ship. Again again.
Nothing left to lose so may as well leave some info behind to (maybe) help my kids.
And the muters will not like THIS book. I prefer to call them "The Disconnectors".
Or "The Destroyers" - which, in Truth, they are.
Double Eh, my dear gal. If they can't handle words they should get off the internet.
I have been censored in a Way that is Diabolical ;)
But it is not only you and I. Witty, on Hive, has been - and many other "Good Fighters" around here. Buried in search results and more. Even BIG names in activism have disappeared on the internet.
I'd say don't take it personally.
It was a global sweep to shut the "good" guys and gals down - pre 2024 elections (The Great Hack taken global - international political lobbying and a move to push us all back into the Dollar Pyramid Dream).
Writers, artists and activists are always the first to go in a more Conservative uprising. Ahem. See how Diplomatic I've become.
Neo-Conservatism (I mean New Conservatism, of course) went global in June 2024. Look at the election results globally and how coincidental ALL elections were held in the same month and year. Isn't it?
Starlink was allowed into France shortly after their solid Socialist regime became New Conservative.
The stats and numbers don't lie and there you have it.
The ones who WON'T comply or submit are being targeted. Pretty universal but The Disconnectors are losing ground fast now. Everyone is being affected now - so interesting times.
The Third Wave is coming and I actually have some Hope again. Not an easy time for the World, but (as usual) we have no control over our authentic freedom and we will never know who the actual puppet masters are.
Mostly the humans who react, nowadays, are being used as puppets - or they are actual ai bots.
The whole thing as basically about power and control - and, at the base of it all, about money. Tiring.
I am old enough to see the cycle because I've lived through it before. It will shift. In another decade, by the look of it, we the citizens of planet earth will be given some slack again and will be allowed to thrive and play a bit more until the next cycle.
Double Eh.
I say make hay and art and live regardless. And let go because never know and same same again again.
Only love to you
And respect.
p.s. Only the cunts are thriving right now. It's a dead giveaway - I mean who were thriving up until a few short months ago :D
"The Times They are a Changing" - Bob Dylan :D :D :D
Now we mere mortals need to learn how to work around the new internet and algorithms so that we can actually function and make money in our Fearful New world (Huxley misquoted)
*sigh
I'm making art with my hands and am looking at trading, bartering and home industry until we figure this out.
I was disappeared from ALL Google search results in one day - impossible for a presence that busy. Not even one profile pic! Had to be ai driven and was just before ai was released ALL over the internet in March '24 wink, wink
Bullshit - it has been crawling around there for at least 2 decades according to my bit of digging.
Activism got cancelled. See?
And ANY resistance / counter culture got quarantined by the new tech and algorithms.
But the first hack (bigger and more serious hack than the one in 2019) linked to this global thang, and my sinking into the void online, began in Jan '22 because of some info I shared. That was all too relevant, apparently.
More to follow (maybe) since things have def shifted now.
I have to say that the Devs on Hive, thus far, has been quick and on the mark!
Now we need to eradicate ai (that is external) and have ai free zones to see each others comments and posts etc and totally detach from Google. We need a completely isolated eco-system and network of our own to sort this shit out.
But it is in the browsers so...
And fuck. We probably need our own satellite at this juncture.
@peakd @stoodkev @ausbitbank @brianoflondon @mondoshawn @edicted
There - I just wrote the book. Now I can go back to making art <3
"Mind Fuck" - By Chris Wylie (just find the original copy that hasn't been edited, of course) and now EVERYONE is using the tech. We call this "progress" and it is time to level up fast.