It's like my heart is bipolar
If I could manage to change something about my personality, I will like to change what seem like my weakness because that weakness of mine is one of the thing that needs to be changed. And that my weakness is that I still open up my heart easily no matter how much I hurt and I tend to keep those who hurt me close. People tend to take it for granted no matter how much I show my sincerity.
I have short temper and I don't know how to get angry for long and I hate that so much because no matter how much I tried I don't think I can change that. People don't change easily I guess but I wish I can change this one thing.
I always wondered how I can forgive someone who hurt me badly so easily and still stay friends with them. No matter how much something pains me, once I see someone to tell, it will be as if nothing happens at all, even if I've already planned to stay mad with the person, I won't know how to do it again.
It just like my heart is bipolar. Forgiveness is what we do for ourselves but at the same time, forgiveness need to be earn with sincerity but for me, I don't care if someone is sincere or not and just forgive and even forget and I've been told many times that I'm too easy and that is why I got fooled so easily. I don't want to be fooled again and that is why I need to change that personality.
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