Is it just me or is there someone else?

I always wondered what it will be like to be born from a rich family, having everything I want at my beck and call but all of this was just my wish full thinking. I was never born with a silver spoon and was also unable to steal one. I started out my life having to provide for myself, not that I didn't have a parent but my dad care less about girls education, since girls are to be married out one day but since I determined not to be like others I tried to work hard to make an end meet but I wasn't that lucky, being a lady doesn't give me much privileges.

Omg

I worked so hard during my teenage year but I was not wise enough to keep the money I earned save by myself, I saved everything I have with my mother with the hope that whenever I need it I will just collect it from her but the reality dawn on me when I wanted to collect some money from her to apply for my higher institution. She told me she will get it for me but when it was getting too late I asked myself "has she spent my money" and I answered myself that it can't be, she knows that's my life savings but at the end she wasn't able to provide the money and I was so devastated.

Even though I understand her situation too but I can't help but to get mad at her and I can't do that for long though because she is my everything. I have to keep working to gather another money and you know it's not that easy. I think it's my luck that is pushing me around because it's really hard to achieve some of my goals.

I just wish there will come a time when I will be able to know what it seems like to have everything I want available. I always cut myself coat not according to my size, but always considered the material that is available if not, I will as have to beg in order to fit in. I just wish there will come a day when I will because a lady with her own money, checking my account balance and see that I can cut my coat according to my size and use the remaining material for a design.

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