Still As Planned
I remember last 2 Christmas ago I traveled to my villa, to hang out with my lovely family members just for few day to stay, this festive period remind me of my uncle last born thought during the little time I spent at home with my uncles children, well it was like a reflection to me today based on what this little boy replied me while having fun questioning with him, where I was able to ask him what will you be when you grew up, His answer was quite amazing that he said that he want to be a doctor.
On the same page with this boy, I was once in his shoe and I have the same thought with this my little cousin brother when I was still growing up, but to day I will say that the reverse is the case now, in the sense that my thought then like him has changed dramastically, well how i see things then is not how I am seeing it today as matter fact my reasoning then, my view and my participatives on some certain things has changed due to maturity and conditions surrounding me from my daily activities that has prompted me to adjustment to suit my surrounding in place to survive as a man.
Well, how i think life look like is actually how it is as then, I was having a lot of ambition to achieve a lot as this my cousin thought through educational, meanwhile i was actually depending on what my parent has for me, as I was actually dependent on my parent decision and there orientation they gave me then, thinking that is how life plays out on daily basis, until days starting getting by as my age start counting, then I started adjusting and making impromptu decision that has frame my life to who I am today while being independent on my own decisions I may on daily basis.
As a matter of fact, being a graduate today as I got admission in school studying what I have out rightly in mind then, is still quite unimaginable. when I was still small my thought was almost the same with my little cousin brother, as I progress this reflection affected the way i think and how i take things started changing when i accept my second admission after reject the first admission, reason because I wasn't offered the Computer Engineering course I requested for, a year after without achieving my dream, I retake another JAMB examination to get admission.
Now I got 212 Jamb score below the 228 I got the last time. Now I have my decision to make in order to avoid spending more time at home, knowing fully well that I didn't pass the cut off mark triggered me to do a change of Course that led me to study BSc in chemistry today. To study Computer Engineering was my initial plan, rather than to study chemistry. Now my plans have changed, I have to take another direction in life.
Till today my participatives has changed, well.. I will tell you that it doesn't actually matter what you study in school, what matters is whether you know what you are doing and also whether you really have passion for such, I will honestly tell you that I mounted myself to study what I don't think I could study in life. On a daily basis I come to realize in my country I am residing in have an effect, but what matters most is whether you can deliver when you are called to action.
With my dream course still in my mind, I have made series decision on daily to further ahead my education to switch from what condition has prompted me to do, now am heading to do my masters in Computer Engineering which has being my dream from the day one in place to harness the best out of me, reasons is that I have discovered on daily basis and time without number that am called to serve as computer engineer even within whatni do on daily basis shows reflection of who I am.
Today everything am doing, is not telling me lies that I ought to do the needful by not giving up my dream by making the wrong choice initially, but to uphold on my stand and make wave for myself in path of achieving my goals. honestly speaking what keeps me on my pendal today is what am made up of, so is quit better and pleasing to be who I am and not to clown to be who am not.
