The big disappointment....

It is easy to be a disappointment right…….
It is so easy to be the disappointment of the family….
The person expected to turn out great is the person who has disappointed them all…..
I just want to run away to a far place.. where I won't disappoint anyone….
Y do I always feel like a failure all the time….
I just need just one win….
Just one ..
It just looks like I was just born to fail….
I don't know what to do anymore….
I'm just a messed up person just trying to figure out my way in life….
Otoke????
Otoke????
Well , I guess I will go cry to my God …..
If am not also a disappointment to him also….
But I think I am…..
I don't think I deserve the things I wish to have….
I might fuck it up also…..
Dear God, I hope I haven't disappointed you
Cos, I don't know anymore…….
It is well…..
Dear God, if u are listening…. Please show me that am not a disappointment to you…..
Please assure me that am not a disappointment…….
Cos , it hard putting a smile on my face when am feeling like a disappointment inside….
Dear God……………………………..hear my silent cries….. please……………..