I deserve this best in Life : Weekend-Engagement Topic Week 276

about 18 hours ago

My believe and religion encourages me not to think that my life is difficult and that everything would be alright.
Yes, I agree.
I have been holding onto that faith for long now, but when I look around me, I end up asking myself why I am living this way.

A few days ago, I and my friend who has been looking for a decent job for about two months now asked if the application we submit are being checked.

We questioned if people really check their mail because we always end up with no response from where we applied.

I do feel that maybe I have a problem, maybe I didn't send the mail correctly or maybe I didn't input my information right.

Well, I do go back to check my sent email and there is certainly nothing wrong with what I sent.

I don't have a problem, I shouldn't feel I have a problem, I deserve so much better.
The no response wants me to feel less of myself, which is not true.

I know I am creative, a fast learner and hardworking.
So, there is nothing wrong with me.

This is me in our farm back in my hometown doing some farming, which I am pretty cool at.

This is me contributing to a construction work when I worked with a construction company.

Come to think of it, when I got this construction company work, I didn't go through applying and submitting CV, it was based on recommendation.

So, why are things not cool with me again.
I just want to make a decent living by getting a job, this will smoothen my journey to thriving well in the world.
I am not even asking for much, since things turns out to be this way.

I mean, I also need to maintain this beauty.

That's not too much to ask right?

Thank you very much for stopping by my entry to weekend engagement topic wk 276