~•°Pure longing.

Fragile heart
Unwanted in blizzard
Patiently waiting for your return..•°~

Everyone wants that little comfort humanity offers without a price to pay. That’s why we feel lonely when that greatest comfort is no more. It’s like we are ready to enjoy the comfort of emotions and forget its challenges. We want the good times—the memories—to last forever, but immediately the storm hits, even The captain of the ship is no more there.

Love has always been a mystery to me. It is beautiful, colorful, and so amazing… you want to bite your tongue while savoring the feeling. It’s like an unending wave of blossomless in your heart. That’s why we feel it—to give it out.

But it’s still a mystery, because despite that, you still have one person loving more than the other. You still see one couple fighting to make it work, while the other feels indifferent. You still find some people saying it hurts to love, yet they still fall in love.

I remember my first love. It was the first time I felt my heart quaver. It was like an earthquake inside my chest. I waited for this feeling to come back around. I wanted this love to reciprocate. I was patient and hurting, but my longing to feel loved was too heavy to let go. So I kept waiting, dreaming for a change that never came. I later had to force myself to the realization that my feelings could never be reciprocated.

As I grew up, I found out love can be so sparkling in the first phase of the relationship. Then you start seeing your partner's flaws. You start learning to tolerate, understand, overlook and lastly, the love dies. Now, staying in love becomes a choice. The spark might die, but staying in love becomes a work you have to do on your own.

Dean Lewis__With You touched a deep spot—a place most would run away from. The lonely place we find ourselves, thinking those we invest so much time and emotions in are feeling just as miserable as we do when the relationship falls apart.

It’s the falling into despair. Feeling vulnerable. Sounding out the raw emotions, just to have them hear the words, “I still need you.” Yet, only the echoes of silence are heard from their end.

It’s like a loyal dog waiting for its owner to come pick it up after they’ve abandoned it—knowing it would forgive them, just to feel wanted and warm once again. Yet, they receive no response… and they keep waiting, patiently, for nothing.

It’s painful to be in this phase of love… desperately calling out for something that once was but never meant to be.
A pure longing that cannot be helped.

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