WE260 || Even with my health difficulties ...
Full life is instant.
A few years ago I was very sick, and beyond cancer, which is a horrible disease, I know that the healthy cells in my body are much more than the sick ones, and that the treatment, the doctors and therapists, were telling me this is going to happen, and you will be excellent again to bear witness.
Today I have the opportunity to talk about it, in your proposal of the weekend engagement 260.
Every day I get to know myself more, my biggest challenge after cancer, I understand myself more, I hurt myself less and I assume how valuable and brave I am. Life itself changed me and if I had to live it, I accept it. After that great recovery I followed a strict chronism so that the disease did not return, because a year later my heart broke into a thousand pieces, even the scars of the first time were broken again, because the cancer had returned, for the second time.
That time it hurt much more than the first time, it is inevitable the pain, the fear, the uncertainty, that feels affecting your life. Healing is not easy and even less so when the processes reopen.
And although I am not a warrior, nor do I want to face these life-and-death battles, I only had the option of moving on, because I want with all the strength of my heart to continue living.
When the second stage was starting, I was operated on again and underwent radiation therapies, always wondering why again? What else is possible? I just wanted to live. And is that when you have this disease, I swear it hurts even to say it, 😭 when you have to listen to it because this time it was your turn, and you are the patient.
To this I add the challenge to the whirlwind of emotions that you have to go through from being diagnosed to the end of treatment, although many people do not reach the goal because the body simply could not stand it.
Diseased cells grow in any tissue of our body, but breast cancer is the most frequent worldwide. I am sure that in the future the advances of science will make this disease, not one of the first causes of death.
Life means extreme situations for some, which hurt a lot, I'm grateful to have health, I'm still on my feet today, Galenkp.
Janitze 🌹
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Reading this hit deep. The strength it takes to go through cancer once is already huge- but twice? That's something else. The way you shared your thoughts and emotions, especially the fear and pain, felt so real. It's true, healing isn't just physical, its mental and emotional too. You may not call yourself a warrior but making it through everything you've described shows just how strong you are. Still standing - that's powerful
Thank you for your words of empathy, it really touched me, to walk the camino for the second time and I confess that when I was diagnosed I cried my eyes out, then it touched me to stand up and choose to live in gratitude.