That emotional labyrinth and ...

That knot in my chest, it makes my mind go blank. Has it happened to you? . Yes to me, and many times.
Many times uncertainty weighs twice as much when you don't know what to do about a certain problem. Because it's one thing what's happening to you, and it's another not knowing how to deal with it. Sometimes the way out is to see things from another angle. And many times, that means talking, learning and understanding with the guidance and tools that truly get us out of where we are.
If we feel in that emotional labyrinth, with that feeling of burden and uncertainty that grows and grows, it is exhausting to be in uncertainty, it is an overwhelming feeling.
Especially when.things don't.they pass like.we want, when injustice becomes present and once again we feel that we are losing the battle, negative emotions such as sadness, anger arrive and we are overwhelmed by hopelessness, that which annihilates us with uncertainty and does not allow us to see the light.
These days have been long and exhausting. I am still preparing to emigrate, even though uncertainty is always around, I think this change is possible for the second semester of this year.
It was planned to emigrate by 2024, but my husband suffered a heart attack and then came the open heart surgery when he had the triple bypass. For now, he is well and in good recovery.
Today, I thought I would share with you who read and comment on me every day, this thought, although I think I have already mentioned it in other posts.
Often, there are people who use others as human ladders, trying to climb at the expense of others. People who like to ride on our efforts, taking advantage of our energy, hoping to get a little higher.
But what this kind of people always forget is that, sooner or later, those who support others get tired, eventually.
Why? Because those who support someone who does not believe in himself, herself it is very difficult to support them.
I always remember a saying from my dad "daughter, don't let the stars catch you sleeping. That's what I do, to get very high and up to reach great heights, I am clear that the structure is the scaffold and so that the scaffolding (the structure) does not collapse, we must first work on the base that supports us.
A thought that I have very much in mind in the preparations in the immediate future to emigrate.
Life and his determination to challenge me with 180 degree turns. Here as always I feel regal and with all the good attitude to receive with foot and fist of steel all the change that is coming.
Good vibes only 🙌🏻
Janitze 🌹
Any images in this post are taken with my iPhone 12, the Infinix pro-note 30 or with the camera Rolleiflex 2.8 f, and edited with Canva
Separator made with Canva by @janitzearratia
Translation with |DeepL