One Wrong Decision Changed Everything~ SCIENCE OF DISAPPOINTMENT

7 days ago

First of all, when I was reading the contest post, I thought that the prompt was really made for me.😅
Yes, I disappointed someone. Actually, it's not someone. I disappointed my whole family.
So, it's storytime. Let's know what I did that made them disappointed:
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The story starts from when I was very little, maybe 5-6 years old. My mom got me admitted into a local primary school with a lot of hope that I would learn so many things in the future and gather so much knowledge.

Everything was going so smoothly. I was gradually passing every class with a very good mark and a position in my school. My family was also so proud of me. They always encouraged me to do better,, and eventually, I did so.

Slowly and steadily, I was passing every class with so much knowledge and hope to do better in the future. Basically, we, the students in our country, need to sit for Four Public Board Exams in our School and College time. In those Board exams, there was a grading system out of five, and I achieved top-class grades. I am putting it Below:

1 .Class 5 (PSC)- GPA-5 With Scholarship.
2 .Class 8 (JSC)- GPA-5 With Scholarship.
3 .Class 10 (SSC)- GPA-5 ( Marks-1236/1300)
4 .Class 12 (HSC)- GPA-5 ( Marks-1227/1300)

Seeing my progress, my family became so happy with me, and there was always an expectation from their side that I would do a first-class job in the future. This will help them financially. I appreciate their expectations as they raised me up. But there was a mistake on their side also; they never wanted to know what I wanted. They always pressured me to do those things. However, now, all these things have no value. My academic achievements have no value right now. Why I am saying so? Let's know a bit more:

All these were important exams, but the biggest exam of my life was a little bit ahead of them. But a wrong decision and some of my family problems ruined everything. After the 12th class exam, there is a very big exam held in Bangladesh, which is the University exam. These exams are very hyped in Bangladesh as after this exam, the students can choose the Universities as they wish. People call this exam to determine their future job.

However, after participating in many of these University exams I failed to take a place on the merit list. I just ruined everything. I couldn’t fulfill my family's expectations. This is just killing me inside. They don't act normal with me. They treat me something that I don't like. Sometimes I think I deserve this. I deserve to be in pain.

There are still a few chances to make things right and fix everything. I am taking preparation of those exams. Please pray for me.

I was inactive in the hive for this reason. But this time I couldn’t control myself to express my thoughts about my feelings through writing. Please pray for me, so that I can be back soon.

So, this is my story of how I disappointed my family.