Reflection of younger self

Life is full of possibilities, and it says that we always try to make a better version of ourselves and try to be a better person the next day. We make many mistakes, and we regret it later, but that does not stop us from living. We move on with time. Finally, looking back at our past, we can understand what good things we have done and what mistakes we have made in that time. Everything can be clearly seen by us like a reflection. So it's easy to describe the past. What is my judgment in the case of my younger version? Today I'm going to share it with you.

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My younger version was quite calculative in understanding the situation, and predicting the outcomes was quite accurate. I'm always proud of it. But there is one difference between my younger version and the current version when it comes to making others understand. Every time, I know quite well about my future predictions based on reading the present situation. I don't know why I can understand it better than other people. I came to realize that other people are not ready to believe in my judgment. My younger version tries to use the power to help others, including my family members. Unfortunately, none of them took my future prediction seriously. Forget about others; even my parents didn't take this seriously. In many cases, I tried to warn about some risky outcomes, and they never believed in me, as they were more experienced compared to me. This kind of thing happened multiple times. In the case of others, they also have their reasons not to trust my judgment. At the end, I realized that my knowledge and my power are only effective for me, as I am the only one who follows them strictly. So my current version doesn't waste energy on others to make them understand or allow them to benefit. If there is a possibility, I would love to advise my younger self to be proud of my ability and not to waste energy on others.

My younger self used to think that every time a situation would be under my control and I could have the power to make changes. I used to think that there would be no uncertainty if I did things correctly. I had many valid reasons for having such kinds of thoughts, but it was not true. I realized it later that sometimes uncertainty can strike so badly, even if I do everything correctly. Somehow I feel my younger version was quite arrogant from the inside because of this kind of mentality, although it was not expressed in front of people. But my current version is quite flexible and quiet and understanding in case of uncertainty, and I don't think I have any kind of arrogance like in earlier days. So I think things have changed positively.

Let's talk about a thing that is confusing to me if it's a positive change or a negative change. My younger version was hardworking and worked continuously like a robot. I was restless when I was supposed to do any task. Compared to my younger version, my current version is quite lazy. My current version remains very calm when I'm supposed to do any task, rather than being restless. It's true I become lazy, but now I can handle things more efficiently with less effort means I can finish tasks in smart ways that allow me to become lazy. So I am not sure if it's a positive change or a negative change. I can say more about it in the future.