A stressful day with lessons

The life of humans is moving within a circle. I am saying it because almost every day we start our day in the same way, doing regular tasks and then finishing the day like earlier days. From the next morning, the same sequence repeats and it is happening with us or we are doing it again and again except for some exceptions.

Today I am here to share about my yesterday. What was significant and what I have learned from yesterday because past experiences always leave some lessons for us. So let's start.

Yesterday was my exam day and naturally, I woke up early to revise some important topics. My preparation was well and I reached my exam hall without any kind of difficulties after finishing my breakfast. Exam time was delayed for 10 minutes because of an accident case in the office. But that 10-minute delay made me anxious because in exam time each minute was important and I was afraid of losing time.

Receiving the question paper I realized I could answer almost all the questions because all the answers to the question were known to me but I needed to write five selective questions among eight. In every exam, I used to select which five I needed to answer but yesterday I didn't do it because 10 minutes had already been lost which made me anxious and I didn't spend any time on selections. I started to write with sequence basics yes I knew almost all the answers.

I kept writing and when I reached the last question means the 5th question I realized that I had forgotten some important information about the question. Unfortunately, I have written more than half of the questions and I didn't have so much time left to start a new question answer. The situation was like that whatever I choose, on both sides I needed to bear the loss. So I decided to keep writing which I already finished half. Somehow I completed the answer but it was not so satisfying for me because I knew I missed some very important information from that question answer. After finishing the exam I didn't have any option except regretting. I wish I had given some time for selection so that the finishing would not be like that. It made me realize again the importance of selection as well as pre-planning for every task. Although I was not satisfied, I can say the exam was good and no doubt I'll have a good result also.

As I was not satisfied, my mood wasn't so good. And it created an impact on my next exam preparation. Yesterday I was unable to concentrate on my study well and I could reach very few topics for my next examination. So it was also another kind of loss for me. Before the time of sleeping, it increased my regret. The first loss was I couldn't answer based on my expectations and the second loss was that it created a negative impact on my study at night time. I think I have taken too much stress for that thing which was harmful for me. I really forgot that it was the first and I couldn't change anything by regretting it.

That thing naturally created an impact on my Hive activity as I needed to give too much time for my study.

Only 10 minutes of delayed exam ruined my day and It's indeed a matter of concern for me. I think I became emotional too much in the case of my study. I think I need to develop habits not to be anxious for such kind of thinking from the long-term perspective.

So yesterday was a day I realized and understood important lessons. I just hope that I won't repeat the same mistakes anytime.