Midnight thoughts: How Do You "STAY MOTIVATED"....

recently I've been fighting staying motivated especially as it has to do with my consistency on hive, I checked my wallet and my heart felt heavy, how come? what's the situation with the crypto world, can you imagine 25HIVE makes a dollar ?, wow like how low has it been, cause I came into the chain when just 3HIVE would make a dollar.

I'm really struggling to write these days, I don't know if the price affected me too or maybe I'm just demotivated by many other factors, ofcourse not like I care much or less about the prices fluctuation cause to me hive is way more than that, I use hive for many other reasons like training my mind on staying consistent at a thing, developing my writing skills, enhancing my comprehension ability, how to organize my writing understand context and organization of my ideas and also as a portfolio to getting some other writing gigs.

right now I'm in that space where you know what to do, how to do it, when and where to do it but can't bring yourself to do it, low on energy, feeling weak, lost, confused about a lot of things, like having a dozens of empty files roaming around in your head for free...

the year started on a more promising note for me, I was excited, had wonderful plans up and running, then all of a sudden it all seems everything gradually falling apart without my notice, today I had to pause and ask myself these questions, what happened and when did I lost track of time, its like everything happened so sudden, some very key notes project I have started I have stopped them.

one thing with motivation is it's easy to be demotivated than restarting it back on, let's say when the year started we all had high hopes but later on most things aren't working and from a single strings pulled had affected everything other thing,

but in the midst of all that I am someone that I hate to be in the state of demotivation, I hate to be caught off guard, I love to be up and doing active, effective and efficient at all times hitting my plans one at a time.

I know despite the price crash of hive and all that affected my projects and plans I somehow will always get it done but it's just a matter of a later date time and venue but surely it will be done.

I am often self motivated mostly depending on my track record and how far I have come, whenever I look back i know that if I can come this far i can go further......