A Thing I Wish I Can Change.....

The beauty of life is that we grow every day and we learn along the way, I can call it evolving into a better version of ourselves, that means we consciously and intentionally learn and update our knowledge base of the things we go through both from our experiences and circular knowledge....

If I could change anything about me is the way I trust people easily.....

I grow up believing that everyone has same genuine concern and reasoning as me, so I would never see the other side of the coin, I believed a lot of thing about people which I now know to mean I was just naive and just been childish to not know that people actually have superior motives and many hidden gender, so behind every facial expression there is always something more to the unseen side of people....

I find it very hard to hurt anybody weather by words or by deeds, I always feel concern and drawn towards people and because of this I can trust anybody who comes around me and I can be all out even to the detriment of my own self.

However as I grow i learn my lessons and I keep them in my safe vault, a particular scenario that happened to me in 2023 which is one case I will never for get in a hurry, although this was from a superior personality and so I trusted the credibility of the person that I just went all out of my way to do everything even beyond the scope of things meant to be done, to adding beauty and excellence to it, but then very little did it occur to me that there was a higher motive or some hidden gender that was never clear to me.

I got into a big trouble as a result of these, what I did out of my goodwill later on turned into an accusation of my person something I never imagined coming all because I just went ahead to trust the person without asking questions.

I can say that a lot of us must have find ourselves in this kind of situation were the good we did turned out to become something far below our personality.

As I grow up I understand better, that trust is a very expensive unseen human commodity that must be earned and not bought with money or anything, because Trust is so valuable it must be guarded with all diligence.

I have found myself easily swayed by people's pretence which obviously is mostly undictectable, I now know better why some people are so rigid in nature and not give a chance to all sort of things from any body, always finding it hard to say no to people's request, as a matter of fact it was later i got to know of the book "the act of Saying No" and the act of not given a f*k deep down i know this two books must have sprang from the place of personal experience when dealing with people as it has to do with Trust.

So here I am trying to walk myself out of that web and wishing honestly that I can totally change that about me, but then there is always that compelling force that keeps pulling me towards reaching out to people cause humans are going through a lot so reaching out to one or two people can go so far, still people can really not think twice about someone's personal sacrifice in doing good, the average human will look more at the wrong and mistakes that must have occurred along the way of another instead of all the good he or she has done....

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