An unforgettable experience

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Hi 👋 everyone, this is my first time or I should say a newcomer in this community, and it is a pleasure for me to be one of you guys. Thank you so much.

An unforgettable experience: the loss of my mom. Actually, I grew fond of her so much that I can't take a nap without her beside me. Indeed, I love her so much; she is my everything, my world 🌍, my complaint giver. But eventually, the giver and the taker and the creator of human beings and animals have decided to take her away from me. Even though I know that He loves her more than me, still He decided to take her away from me.

Every person in this world 🌎, our greatest wish is how we are going to make our parents be proud of us, most especially our mom, and I always have wonderful dreams for her. But then she left me and my dreams behind.

I have heard of this saying that says the pain of losing your husband is nothing compared to mother's own, but then I said it's a lie. But some people said it's because I have not lost mine, that's why, though I used to tell them God forbid.
But I still stand on my own experience because I saw my own mother dying in my presence. I was there to witness it that very day. The doctor 🏥 did his best, but no way; the angel of taking had already done his job, and there was not anything any of us could do about it.

Then I asked myself, who's going to be my lover, problem giver, and how will I fulfill my dreams towards her? And a memory of her which I can't forget the most is whenever I did something wrong, this is what she would say 😞:
"You know I am not the one that gave birth to you; you are my sister's daughter, and you are the one I will wake up with on the day of judgement, so if I don't train you well, what will I tell my God, umm?"

That is after she has corrected me, and whenever she said those words, I feel so guilty for her. She is the only one who knows my pain. When I am in need of something, she alone eases my sorrows. Mama, wherever you are now, may the Almighty Allah grant you Al Janatuh Fidusu. May He offer you the pure water from Al Janatuh Fidusu (Al Kauthar) The Abundance. Ameen Ya Allah.

Mama, you will always remain in my heart forever and ever. I know you might have been dead for some people, but in our case as your children, you are still very much alive in our hearts. We always loved you, and so we shall continue to pray for you until the day we also are no more.

Thank you for this opportunity. Today I have been able to be relieved of what has been disturbing me for such a long time. I never got to tell anybody what I feel inside me, but today I am free. Thank you for this opportunity. Thank you so much.